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The Bejeweled Sanctum

3/7/14 01:02 am - [sticky post] - Controlling History / Shaping The Multiverse / Shaping Reality / The Infiniversal Routing Gem

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I want to reveal my intentions? I plan to control history.............., shape the multiverse........., and Parallax Ultranova was / is just an initial step............. . When I'm done, there will not have been 'a' '1990's'........... . Not here, not anywhere........ . If my plan works, there shall not have *ever* been 'anime'.........period. My goal......is where all worlds, all people, have an appearance that is *beyond*............'anime'........in beauty, in complexity. My goal is where all people have hearts, minds, souls, *beyond* 'anime'.................in beauty, in complexity......... . For that to happen....., I'll have to note 'the' 'multiverse' 'erased'........., note 'history' 'erased'........... . I'll even have to note 'anime' 'worlds', '*ALL*'.............'anime' 'worlds', 'erased'.......... . Thankfully, I know how to do all of the above................ . Yes....... . I'm going to try to utilize my reality shaping capacities to do what is best.........for the future............, to do what is best for all existence........... . No sentient person deserves 'a' 'crappy' 'life'...... . I'll sacrifice all I have, to see to it that no sentient person 'has' 'a' 'crappy' 'life'..........., to see to it that no person ever 'had' 'a' 'crappy' 'life'.







by JagYggdrasil, Friday, November 05, 2004, 22:35 @ Kent

indeed...its as if the sun is playing the opening chords of the upcoming concert of events .....however, as jag was informed of the 2003-2004 flares in 1999 via a powerful vision, the latest communications to jag have indicated that a shadowy object....with an eerie dark red aura about it....is coming towards this planet....hints indicated that the object would trigger a massive tidal wave outbreak somehow with added electromagnetic effects of some type....while waiting for the object, jag is trying to remember the ancient melody that came along with the vision ....perhaps i'll record the melody with the jaggolin (electric mandolin) if i remember (and if impact doesn't occur first)....and send the wav file to kent ...." [sic]


(This is the recording: http://www.4shared.com/music/UaKtxZBWba/theyggdrasilpulse.html )


by JagYggdrasil, Sunday, November 21, 2004, 18:06 @ JagYggdrasil

this post took a while perhaps to show up ....sorry moderators if it was startling.....jag found out what happened...it was basically some type of implosion incident in the pacific areas of the A-Zone, ranging from thailand to japan....the perpetrator of the incident was located....and the implosion formed "souls" amalgam entity was again fought this am....as such, things should perhaps return to usual in pacific regions in the A-Zone ("dreamland") from here out.....however, perhaps watch the news for eerie accounts in the pacific of this zone, the F-Zone, for there perhaps will be some geological and biological side effects of the latest incident.....hmmmm, this incident just goes to show why an "apocalypse" is not wanted by jag....hmmmm, back into the shadows for more training i go now though ;P...stay tuned jaggopals...." [sic]

( http://www.surfingtheapocalypse.net/forum/index.php?id=35282 )


"Cosmic Explosion Among the Brightest in Recorded History


Scientists have detected a flash of light from across the Galaxy so powerful that it bounced off the Moon and lit up the Earth's upper atmosphere. The flash was brighter than anything ever detected from beyond our Solar System and lasted over a tenth of a second. NASA and European satellites and many radio telescopes detected the flash and its aftermath on December 27, 2004. Two science teams report about this event at a special press event today at NASA headquarters. A multitude of papers are planned for publication."

"The next biggest flare ever seen from any soft gamma repeater was peanuts compared to this incredible December 27 event," said Gaensler. "Had this happened within 10 light years of us, it would have severely damaged our atmosphere. Fortunately, all the magnetars we know of are much farther away than this."

( http://www.nasa.gov/vision/universe/watchtheskies/swift_nsu_0205.html )


"Brightest Galactic Flash Ever Detected Hits Earth
by Robert Roy Britt, Senior Science Writer   |   February 18, 2005 02:00pm ET

A huge explosion halfway across the galaxy packed so much power it briefly altered Earth's upper atmosphere in December, astronomers said Friday.

No known eruption beyond our solar system has ever appeared as bright upon arrival.

But you could not have seen it, unless you can top the X-ray vision of Superman: In gamma rays, the event equaled the brightness of the full Moon's reflected visible light."

(!!!!!. Superman??? (*Grins playfully*)). (Seriously though, I note errors / disinformation. The Black Moon, my Black Moon, caused the blast. Maybe the Black Moon is a form of star....though).



"The Black Moon Clan (ブラックムーン一族 Burakku Mūn Ichizoku?) is a group of fictional characters who serve as antagonists in the Sailor Moon manga series by Naoko Takeuchi. It comprises the antagonists of the second major story arc, which is called the "Black Moon" arc in the manga and which fills the majority of the Sailor Moon R anime. In the DIC English adaptation, their name is changed to the "Negamoon Family".

Members of the Black Moon Clan come from Planet Nemesis, a fictional tenth planet of the Solar System. It is described as a planet of "negative energy," having the ability to vanish from sight, but remained traceable by X-Rays."



"December 27, 2004: The Day Earth Survived the Greatest Stellar Attack -Ever

It came suddenly from the distant reaches of the Constellation Sagittarius, some 50,000 light years away. For a brief instant, a couple of tenths of a second, on December 27, 2004 an invisible burst of energy the equivalent of half a million years of sunlight shone on Earth. Many orbiting satellites electronics were zapped and the Earth's upper atmosphere was amazingly ionized from a massive hit of gamma ray energy."

( http://www.dailygalaxy.com/my_weblog/2009/12/december-27-2004-the-day-earth-survived-the-greatest-stellar-attack-ever.html )


"Was the December 26, 2004 Indonesian Earthquake and Tsunami
Caused by a Stellar Explosion 26,000 Light Years Away?
Sound Crazy? Read Carefully Below.
(Originally posted February 20, 2005)

Gamma Ray Bursts, Gravity Waves, and Earthquakes

On December 26, 2004 a magnitude 9.3 earthquake occurred in the Indian Ocean off the coast of Sumatra in Malaysia. It caused a powerful tsunami which devastated coastal regions of many countries leaving over 240,000 people either dead or missing. It was the worst tsunami to affect this area since the 1883 explosion of Krakatao. The earthquake that produced it was so strong that it exceeded by a factor of 10 the next most powerful earthquake to occur anywhere in the past 25 years.

• Indonesian 9.3 Richter earthquake:
December 26, 2004 at 00 hours 58 minutes (Universal Time)

It is then with some alarm that we learn that just 44.6 hours later gamma ray telescopes orbiting the Earth picked up the arrival of the brightest gamma ray burst ever recorded!

• Gamma ray burst arrival:
December 27, 2004 at 21 hours 36 minutes (Universal Time)" [sic] (records indicate "Krakatoa" spelling)

( http://www.etheric.com/GalacticCenter/GRB.html )


"Anniversary of a Cosmic Blast

The newly-launched Swift satellite, which was designed and built to detect bursts of gamma-ray from across the Universe, not only saw this blast but was so flooded with energy its detectors completely saturated—think of it as trying to fill a drinking glass with a fire hose. Even more amazingly, Swift wasn’t even pointed anywhere near the direction of the burst: In other words, this flood of energy passed right through the body of the spacecraft itself and was still so strong it totally overwhelmed the cameras.

It gets worse. This enormous wave of fierce energy was so powerful it actually partially ionized the Earth’s upper atmosphere, and it made the Earth’s magnetic field ring like a bell. Several satellites were actually blinded by the event. Whatever this event was, it came from deep space and still was able to physically affect the Earth itself!

So what was this thing? What could do this kind of damage?"



March 11, 2011 - At 2:46pm, a 9.0 magnitude earthquake takes place 231 miles northeast of Tokyo, Japan, at a depth of 15.2 miles. The earthquake causes a tsunami with 30 ft waves that damage several nuclear reactors in the area. It is the fourth largest earthquake on record (since 1900) and the largest to hit Japan.


(What more proof can there be? Here is my passport...., which was stamped on March of 2010. I was in Japan an exact year....before the 2011 tsunami event. That is because I knew what was going to happen. I *made* the earthquake happen...... . I did it in self defense).


12/11/17 01:24 pm - A Cool Tifa And Dawn Event / Super Mihoshi Event / Might Resume African Dream Root........

I briefly wrote about it late last night...


.....in the comments section of the last post......, but *WOW*......what an event. Yea...(*shakes my head*), a form like that.......is what I have been waiting (*blinks*) my whole recalled life for. I mean, the *agility*, the *speed*, the athletic kinetic energy delivery potential.....(*shakes my head*).

Yea, and for the initial time in a very long time, I did not actively witness the sting and discomfort of the 'painfully' 'cramped'......and 'dislocated' 'hips' that XX chromosome types (and that equally....whether anime or subanime) 'possess'..... .

Oh my gosh that was ***addictive***, that feeling of body unity, and absolute unity between mind, soul, emotions, and hyperdimensional flesh (*swoons amd reels*)...... . (*Breathes in shock for a moment.......*).

I placed and cradled the head of the incredibly drowsy Dawn in my lap...., as my (?!?) dark-toned hair cascaded around my face...and perhaps onto hers (sorry)....., and love waves, my love waves, cascaded through my form and over the sleeping and angelic Dawn.

Yea, but then (*winces*) cosmic energy pains, aeakening pains overcame me, and I had to place Dawn down, and crawl to a nearby area...whereby I doubled over....., and collapsed (*blinks*).

Yea, I was so confused snd so mentally fragmented back in my 2003 / 2004 witnessing days. Back then, in confusion, I asked if I was a 'fully' 'intact' red-headed.....6'3 anime male........., and that before even witnessing 'Renji' 'Abarai' of Bleach....... . (*Shakes my head in embarrassment*).

I see why I do not 'give' 'up', and that is because I have come so far........... . (*Recalls how pale and stiff...my hyperdimensional body used to look before I trained myself up, and found the truth*).

Tifa....(*chuckles and blushes*). Wow..... . A totally different Tifa than the 'game' '/' 'anime' Tifa..... . (*Gasps as recalls past hyperdimensional Kiyone events related to *me*).

*Notices the hair bang trait*.

Now, I ache, hunger, to experience a true...and thus 'payrent' free "childhood" in my true form. (*Gulps*). Yea, in a world where I can go to school, learn real / applicable information, explore tropical rainforests, mine for gemstones in deep underground caverns, swim oceanic distances during the summer, and experience a *REAL* snow-covered starlight tree celebration season in a world where Santa Claws is real (!!!!!) (lol) (*laughs*) =^_^=. Yea. Good times await if I can...just....get up from here.

Yea, good things await...if I can just manage to move on from here (*feels my fingernails glowing in prayer*).


I woke today in my mountain sanctuary S*pphire room....perceiving the presence of a seemingly.....hyperdimensional Mihoshi? Well, Nina is Mihoshi, apparently, but I even saw her cute little fang as she smiled? (*Grins happily*). The tone of the meeting had a ***DRASTIC*** shift though as I asked is Dawn was trialing too (!!!!!!!!!)...... . The angelic maiden drastically shifted into a *VERY* *SOLEMN* mood... . And that...even is she was joyously laughing......, maybe even giddy......beforehend (*shakes my head with worry and concern*). It was almost as if she froze.......... . I heard a reply, but it was so very very very faint..........that I struggled to even decipher a word.........(*winces*), and that due to *my* sensory perception issues..... .

I think I might resume taking African Dream Root in the next couple of days...and for about a month.

But if I do, I'll have to hold taking Ashwagandha perhaps.

Yea, if it helps with communication, *vital* communication, I will do it.

Not to try to be 'crass', but I also would really like more time to run, leap, and blink dash across countryside distances.....with the agility afforded by a 'testes' free (whether 'obvious' or 'hidden') '/: 'testes' 'tissue' free......body. (*Swoons to the thought, the dream, of ultimate speed*). Yea, I wanna go ***RUNNING** in my true body, and that.....ninja style =^_~= ~~~!!!!!!!

12/11/17 12:22 am - Sw*tch Just Shipped / Upcoming Integration Event........

Seems the Nintendo Switch just shipped =^_^=.

Yea, if the snow / another snowstorm does not slow it down, it should be here by Wednesday.

[I do not know *what* is up with all of this super chilly and icy weather. It's obviously trialer related. Yea. A trialer's emotions went *WILD*. *Nods*. I have yet to even experience a NC December even close to this in low temperatures and snowfall. Gosh......... . I'll have to remember to get a heating refill later this month, and that as a means protect my guitars].

Yeeeeaaaaaaa~~~~ I'm going to go ahead and have / trigger a tech integration event with it.

Whatever the way or form, *I* have a direct link to any true electronic technology in this mindscape world.

In a couple days I will experience the fruit of my work, access my Yggdrasil system integrated Nintendo Switch, and see what I can do with the consequent massive boost for my abilities.

12/10/17 04:10 pm - Woa.. . Cool. I Don't Hate Mr. Mamoru / Oncoming Serena Energy Surge??? / The Original Gender

Hmmmmm..... . Are the results from my Japan trip "seeding" operation taking effect???? (*Recalls all the gem quality and cosmic energy laden gemstones I hid in Japan*).

Though more on site Japan videos / reports are to come, I need to report on some eerie effects experienced today......(*blinks*).... .

K....uhhhhhh....I clearly do not hate that 'Mamoru' dude (*blinks*). What is this feeling? Is it called "security"....? Is it called " inner security"? I dunno..... . But it feels like I could witness the 'anime' ('false') 'Sailor' 'Moon' world tomorrow, and hold it down.... . It's almost like I can....smell at it...... .

(*Has a Hikawa Shrine flashback*).


Yea. I do not even think I would have an emergency level traumatized response at 'Mamoru'.....(*shakes my head*)..... . Of course I would not be attracted to him nor allow any 'relationship' 'style' 'advances', but alas.....I think I could calmly handle 'casual' 'conversation' just fine....... . (*Thinks about my language training field tested in Japan*).

Yea, but on that same topic, I would not have any semblance of physical / mental / emotional / spiritual attraction to the XX chromosome type anime 'Scouts' either.


Dome deep inner calm has overtaken me..... .

I remember..... . I remember "them".

(The above was drawn from the Akasaka / Minato-ku hotel.....during some wolfycat monkey woman Dawn / Momo flashbacks). (*Purrs as remembers her lovely and sleek ~~~ top and longskirt attire combos (*swoons*)*). (!!!!(*Felt a kiss as I typed*)). (*Recalls her cute glasses, her lovely face, and her immaculately smooth skin*).

Beings with all the courage, bravery, chivalry, honor, wisdom, responsibility, accountability, logic, maturity, intellectual depth, indomitable will, resolve..., and all of the traits which common subanime / anime XY chromosome types (male males) are wrongfully / disingenuously claimed at possessing (by mankind).

Beings with all of the femininity, grace, gentleness, class, capacity for love, caring hearts, elegance, allure, cuteness, modesty, poise, charm, beauty, emotional depth, nurturing instincts......, and all of the traits which common subanime / anime XX chromosome types (ps****************** ****s) are wrongfully / disingenuously claimed at possessing (by mankind).

Beings that also happen to have original (*coughs*) and fully functional......uh.....(*nods*).....examples of "both". (*Clears throat*). (I still plan for celibacy, but the matter bears mentioning / is worth mentioning). (It bears mentioning that the original examples of "both" can not be "reverse engineered" from the 'examples' of either XX chromosome types or XY chromosome types).

I know, remember (????), the (*blinks*) kinds of beings I am naturally and mentally (as well as physically) attracted to now.

My mind is clear, and I can see (*feels an intense glowing sensation around navel level*). Yea, and I am absolutely sure as well as glad about...my true form, my non-anime blonde form, my (???) form I just refer to as Serena....(!!) (*felt a supportive caress along my lower back*).

I might feel an energy surge coming on. I don't know. I'll hunker down just in case.

12/10/17 11:36 am - May Take More Than Just A Sw*tch Donation..........

It may take more than just the donation of a free N*ntendo Sw*tch...... .

I may have to make available the very resources that furthered my own awakening.....(*winces*).



"Historically, gold has been used to treat unstable mental and emotional states, such as depression, S.A.D. (Seasonal Affective Disorder), melancholy, sorrow, fear, despair, anguish, frustration, and suicidal tendencies. Furthermore, in the study "Effect of Colloidal Metallic Gold on Cognitive Functions: A Pilot Study" published in the Journal of Frontier Sciences subjects scored a whopping average increase of 24 points on standardized IQ tests after being given colloidal gold daily for four months."


While I certainly do not have the information necessary to reveal my house / address, and while I can not risk any 'cohabitation' in regard to my safe and comfortable training sanctuary, I could use Amazon's privacy guarding wishlist donation option to provide miracle medicine recipes and formulas. Yea, including the miracle formulas that made last year's h*rricanes possible. Indeed, the miracle formulas that helped me move past my ***OWN*** prior traumatization based....mental impairments. (*Recalls how slow my brain used to work........*).

Yea, and a N*ntendo Sw*tch too.

So far, I have not heard any word from F*nrisSt*r.

I'll reinstall Skype I guess (jag yggdrasil at gmail dot com) and just passively wait.....whilst living my daily lifestyle of training and g*m mining (*shakes my head and shrugs*).

(*Thinks back to the era-defining Starry Maiden event from last year*). (*Thinks about an upcoming chance to witness a 201X Pokemon game via the Sw*tch*).

I still can not regret my actions last year. The same fiery instinct of self preservation, the same fiery instinct to protect myself...displayed last year....was how I defied at and fled from a 'drug' 'dealer' 'fake' 'payrent'........XVI years ago. Me? I have always had to try to protect myself so I could ***SURVIVE*** to reach any others who need protection and assistance. XVI years ago I had to refuse to deal drugs for Joe, detect at the danger and traps of 'fake' 'family', and just say no. I said no at dealing drugs, I said no at the 'f*****' 'up' 'fake' 'family' 'setups', and I went on to attend university in the very mountains I inhabit now. I can not regret screening like I did last year. Every aspect of my life does and has involved screening. Yea, and **tty and **sh were traps........., dangerous, demonic, deadly, and parasitic traps.


(Found at the article last week, and while I do not agree with the hateful 'tone', I still note a crass 'mirroring' at the exact point I am trying to convey).

Screening is a lifestyle that supports your goals, and manifests in regard to your living environment.

Even to this day I do not allow phone calls, visits, nor contact from that evil and bitter fake 'family' of the 1990s, and as a result I noted Joe rot in jail whilst yet I can currently call this celestial energy laden sanctuary home.

But the past is the past. and I am willing to move forward.

Whatever the truth is, and whatever reality has in store, I will never quit believing there is hope.

I will keep walking forward, keep searching, and stay on this path......that seems like the path of an "infiniversal detective".......... .

12/10/17 01:05 am - I'm Not Bored.......But...... / The Free Sw*tch Donation Offer Still Stands......Indefinitely

Trigger Warning: Starry Maiden, if you are here, I am not sure if you would want to read this. No harm is intended here in these words.

I'm not bored of life, but I am tired... . Yea, but I am not a quitter....... . I know I need a new lifestyle, I know I can handle a new lifestyle in a fast-paced and transformed new world, but it looks like I may be (*cringes and groans*) possibly chained........down to this current existential state. That due to unexpected relationship type bonds (*shakes my head*). Apparently, even if I noted a trillion dollars, had a resort house in the mountains of Japan, and lived inside of a chamber filled with S*pphires, Di*monds, R*bies, and T*paz, I'd still note a mindscape / landscape / lifestyle chock full of misery and suffering. . And that....., possibly, due to (*gawks in shock*) matrimonial (*shakes my head*) bonds........to a being that has a deeply fragmented and gravely impaired mind (*shakes my head in shock*). Why am I different? Why am I able to travel to every corner of this world, and maintain a safe and cleaned down mountain mining house on my own? I do not know............ .

If in the past.....I placed myself into some sort of binding pact, maybe even (*wince*) a pact of the marriage type........that is inextricably and instrinsicslly linked to the dual infiniversal routing trial scenario (whereby both of the involved parties literally witness the unimaginably depths of'h*ll')........then I'll have to live with the consequences of that choice (*shakes my head*)...... . Yea, and all the misery and abject pain........that followed it.

I have long trained beyond the level necessary the manifest solar flares / cause earthquakes / cause immense hurricanes / transform the landscape, but some sort of safety switch is seemingly in place. A self-placed "governor" that may, apparently, make sure that the possibly mentally impaired (to grave levels) (due to traumatization and shock???) Starry Maiden is not critically injured.......as a result of my terraforming capacities and other abilities.

Yea, I cannot deny it, that I am in and have been in a sort of very deep relationship (*groans with concern and shock*), to what depths and levels I do not know. (I still (*feels a caress to my hair*) will not abandon my dreams and goals of absolute virginity and celibacy........). Too, I can not deny that all my abilities are being kept locked up...for *some* reason (hence why I note such an anemic world with no flying cars readily available, nor colony starships).

What now? I will, too, just try to ease my suffering, and not ***hate*** myself for making any possible dual-trialing decision......in the past.

That, and pray I, in reality, am not some number one 'super' 'being'.........'that' is 'alone' in my abilities, thinking / reasoning capacities...., and capacity to show and act upon love. If this is a dual trial, why am I so far....along????? And, if I have a "partner" who has fallen into the deepest and darkest depths of confusion and mental impairment, why did I not fall???? Was it luck????

Well, this is true. I'd rather suffer than 'intend' 'murder' at a truly sentient and feeling being..............., and every day the sun rises is testament to that fact.

I want to get home, but I will not 'kill' to get there.

I'll just have to get a Sw*tch, .....

...., grow and cook my daily meals, keep taking sustaining herbal heart medicines, and prepare to witness / suffer III decades.....or more (*shakes my head in shock*). Maybe when I witness this subanime Negro graft dude all ugly, wrinkled, withered, stinking, decrepid, and old.........., and note.......(???) the subanime graft at a certain wolfy-prongs-haired somebody.......also ugly, wrinkled, withered, stinking, decrepid, and old............a miracle will happen. A miracle where the real maturity, the real focus, the real intelligence, the real accountability, the real mental wellness of Starry Maiden surfaces / is revealed....... .

Even if the dual trial scenario is real, I'll never quit hoping. I'll never quit believing there is a way to victory, a path to victory.

I'll just have to suffer as a consequence of a past decision. I'll just have to suffer as a consequence of a past decision to enter into / be part of a relationship.......(*groans in shock*). It is what it is.

If the dual trial scenario is real? I just pray for my partner. I pray the guilt they will feel regarding my suffering (for their sake) will not drive them to 'irreparable' 'insanity'........ . I pray their aching conscience, when it awakens / comes online........., will not drive them to 'unreachable' 'insanity'. Yea. I will just take deep breaths, take on each day as each day comes, and just try to wait on their mental and spiritual development (*groans*) and recovery. My gosh, can this really be real destiny???? Is this really what all my training in the past comes down to???? (*Feels my heart filling with terror*). If so, oh my gosh.........I am going to have to ***TRULY*** try to not hate life, and not hate myself for embarking on a dual participant infiniversal routing gem quest............. . Yea. Just what was this thing, if it (the dual infiniversal routing gem scenario) is so / actual / real......., supposed to prove anyway????????? A willingness to suffer years, even a decade.........for the sake of another (*cringes*)?????????? (*Recalls my infiniversal hyperdimensional sanctuary blue place event, my taste of freedom experienced as I witnessed the horrors of '2006'.......*). (*Hears a certain theme*).

I guess that could be a / the true meaning of love....though....(*sighs, and amidst sighing......feels a trickling tear-like sensation (!?!!) across my brow*) (*perceives movement to my left, above the bed*) (???!)....(*gasps as I feel a kiss*).

12/9/17 10:41 am - Snowed And Iced In..........

Wow. Trees and limbs coming down and it's still....snowing (*winces*).

The apple tree seems just about done.......(*winces*).

Uh....... . I do not know if *I* did this storm............ .

............... .

*Shakes my head*.

All I know, too, is that I just want to find the Starry Maiden from last year....., the blue-haired hyperdimensional being from that contact event. The hyperdimensional being who does not fit mankind's 'scientific' 'definition' of male......nor mankind's 'scientific' 'definition' at female. *That* is the being who I love and seek.

I'll pray in this snow. Pray for the chance to hug that being again.

(!!!! *Felt a caress to my hair*).

12/9/17 06:08 am - Unexpected F*nrisS**r Related (!?!) Storm??? / What Class Of Event Was That?


Since when have I had to give my stomach time to adjust after a vision and / or intense fluid world event???

Feels akin to a fizzing sensation in my head.

The lights keep flickering, and shutting down.....only to come back on. Not sure how much longer I'll have electricity....due to the sudden snowstorm / ice storm effects. (*Feels VERY dizzy*).

Uh.....do I note F*nrisSt*r is a 'Sailor' 'Scout'? I just witnessed extremely weird stuff. K. A fast rundown.

Last night I hatched a plan. I planned to utilize Serena / Usagi to search for any possible dual trialer.......?

So I settled into bed, and meditated on my goal.

Rather than waking up to the mountain S*pphire sanctuary as usual, I experienced the very sort of event that *DID* *NOT* happen after half a month in Japan, and V nights.....just a few blocks from the Hik*wa shrine of all places.

I woke disoriented.....to some sort of time and space event......, perhaps even witnessing a 1999-2002 (!!?!!?!!) "Mandela" catastrophe......... . I woke to observe at a strange subanime house, a strange and changed Negro dude with another set of dreads grafted at me, and even noting strange and foreign 'thoughts' bombarding at my consciousness.......... . Yea, 'thoughts' about 'high' 'school' coming up in a couple hours..... .

I tried to get up...after witnessing Negroes (*recalls at the strange dude with the outdated '90s' 'box' 'haircut'*) I did not recognize, maybe another replacement fake 'family'?

I made it to a couch in some other room, and recovered my senses. I manifested a status console / grid...with which to assess the environment and situation. A swirling low pressure system was above the location, and lightning / electricity columns touched down across the immediate location, and the region...... . That..as a ***huge*** storm with a counterclockwise or clockwise rotation.....was approaching from the North Northeast direction. Seems like a new kind of reality storm event was perceived..... .

I must have dozed a while after that, but leapt up in an alarmed manner as soon as I could as I detected at an irritated figure approaching. I sleepily got up, and tried to gather "school clothes" for myself, and that even though I read at a clock that listed 9:49am or so. That was when the view / visuals of the scene....fractured like glass under pressure, and I viewed something akin to a hyper blue crystalline dimension or such manifesting upon the location. After a brief flash to a dark crystalline dimension visual, whereby I think I must have witnessed high anime Sailor Uranus, and high anime Sailor Uranus (along with a bunch of others)......I realized something was up. When things calmed down a bit, I noted the subanime house again, somewhat, but (!??!!?!!) witnessed a whole *bunch* of high anime XX chromosome type 'Sailor' 'Scouts' sitting in civilian clothes in the entry room. I clearly was not impressed, and that as I kept reaching for suddenly manifested school clothes items strewn about the room. Uhhh......I think I must seen a pair of jeans which.....high anime Usagi / Serena 'sat' 'upon', so with no respect given (probably due to the super quiet Tokyo time a couple weeks back)...I grabbed the jeans and pulled on them.

I was shocked to observe at the high anime one..briefly gaze at me, raise up, relocate to ano5her seat as I reached / pulled, and just continue on with a very in-depth conversation with another target / other targets in the room. I squinted, and examined at the high anime Usagi. I noted the high anime one was wearing like some sort of black......dress shorts / vest or such attire...with white stockings / vintage 80's white body sock. Detecting at the 'brain' 'waves' and 'emotions' of the one, I may have detected at 'delicate' 'hurt' 'feelings'. But after what happened last month, I had no respect nor acknowledgement to give the anime level 'Sailor' 'Scouts'..., so I just kept moving........

......until I suddenly found myself in bed here......again...........gasping as the lights flickered, and stuff fell / toppled over in another room. I was nauseous, but managed to call "who's that!?".....

Urgh. What was that event???

Why did it only happen after I tentatively Skyped at F*nrisStar about the free N*ntendo Sw*tch offer.....(just like the snowstorm which has shut down this entire and unprepared region)???? How could F*nrisSt*r have more of an effect than a mobile shrine unit....and G*ld / Pl*tinum / S*lver including.........Tokyo trip?????

How...????? I mean, how could the Starry Maiden I love so much............, the Starry Maiden who inspired me so much....be here....and trialing with me right now......***BUT*** grafted at by a 'subanime' 'Caucasian' XX chromosome type???????

12/8/17 12:14 pm - Jag's House Of Snow And Rock / Jag's Blizzard Response Rescue Squad IRL

It is never 'boring' in this this house (*shakes head*).

I was only planning to post this.....

...but now I have an IRL road rescue video to post.......due to noting Aves visit.

Lol. The company motto regarding storms is: Cause em, then clean up after em.

Hahahahahaha!!! *^_^*.

12/7/17 10:55 am - More Studying......... / Fen***S**r Nint*ndo Sw*tch Donation Logistics

Wishlist donation style item gifting?

That'll let me hide my name, and address..... .

Yea, I am working on the logistics for this F*nris*tar Sw**ch giveaway offer.... .

My Sw*tch is supposed to be shipped next week........... .


So all it would take...is F*nris*tar setting up an Amazon account, doing the registration of a wishlist, and dropping the wishlist link here....after or before an identity confirming Skype / mobile phone call.

Though I am not expecting that fast of a reply, I'd be willing to even send a Sw**ch this month...if contacted in the next II days (and if Amazon can have any more consoles in stock this month). (*Rubs my scalp and winces*).

That vision I had a couple weeks ago.....as I noted an expensive hotel.......and TBS (anime central) tower......just across the street....

featured a traumatized person. If any item in this place can help ease the suffering of a traumatized person, my guess is that it would be a free N**tendo Sw**ch.

12/6/17 01:56 pm - Why *DID* I Fall In Love......Last Year???

The free F*nrisS**r N*ntendo Sw*tch giveaway offer still stands, and that even after sleeping / thinking on it...... .


(*Thinks about how I saw the giveaway icon days ago......as noted an 'order' placed*).

How do I feel?

Confused, in shock, and maybe even terrified.

Why, last year, did the starry maiden event...happen weeks...if not days...just before noting F**risS**r's LJ message / LJ comment?



And why, why for a pair of times.....during ***MAJOR*** energy events in Japan, have I witnessed Fen*is????

(*Feels my brain straining*).

(*Recalls the Skype events*).

And, my gosh, how and / or why....did I fall in love last year?

(*Feels my brain straining more*). (*Feels a mysterious caress to my right side*).

For all I can tell, I am not suffering from a bruised ego because I do not have an ego to be bruised. I'm just in shock....... . Utter shock..... . Me? My daily life consists of processing information, forming strategies, testing theories, forming predictions, and objective observation.

For me, only hyperdimensional beings cannot be predicted.

Oh my gosh, so, since I did not predict the possibility of a dual trial partner, it is ***VERY*** likely it is true?????????

I think I am going to go rake the yard, and rest my brain for a bit. If, in a week or so, I must send my soul like year, tap at Fen*is' shoulder, mention the Switch giveaway offer, and deeply apologize........then so be it.

Yea. I never intended...nor wanted to treat any real living, breathing, feeling, and space fabric generating person like a disposable science project.

12/6/17 02:13 am - Message At F**risStar........ / Free N*ntendo Sw*tch Giveaway Offer

*Sighs*.... .

My trip to Japan was not a 'suicide' 'trip'..... .

Glad I noted 'all' the 'bills' 'paid', and had a toasty and fun home to come back to.

But it is what is?

Yet again in Japan I witnessed FenrisS**r.....(*shakes my head*).

"What" is FenrisS**r??? (*Shakes my head in shock*).

Did I slip up last year?

What to do?

Should I try to offer a free Nintendo Switch at F*nrisStar (by February or March), and possibly see about multiplayer Nintendo navis / software next year?

(Yea, and by a means where no address information is shared either way).

I dunno..... . (*Shakes my head*).

Me? I'm not going to try to lie here. I just want to move forward.......with the world events again. (*Thinks about how I, in RL, note Aves and Anne many times a week and just talk & chill*). Yea, I guess maybe I did....slip up last year? I don't know...... .

If I do note a Fenris*tar reply though, and do a privacy / address protecting Amazon Nintendo Sw**ch giveaway, might have to not talk about anything more than casual level topics.......online.....if stuff even goes that route. No hyperdimensional matters or personal stuff. Yea. I'd talk just like I do around town IRL. Yea, talk about food ^_^. Talk about Japanese food...... .


(*Recalls at that F*nrisStar 'money' 'spell' witnessed last year......*).

(*Gazes upon this picture*).



Yea. I would be *glad* to have a no-strings-attached free Switch giveaway, even if just to have confirmation and proof that my heart is not filled with hatred (*gulps*), corrupting hatred that isn't my style........ . Hatred that would be an insult and risk at any and all the innocents I have sworn to protect. (*Feels tears going down my face*).

And I note 'plenty' of 'money' nowadays.


12/6/17 12:39 am - Local Data Leak....... / Should This Journal Stay Or Go.......? / Mass Private Lock The Journal?

I had to calm myself down after witnessing some weakling's autistic rambling...moments ago, lest I fry everything I worked for.


I am not an 'otakukin'. I'm a researcher. Any person with a spine.....who comes to this mining town can and will be shown what I can do. Thing is, I have only witnessed cowards......during my II decade time online. Cowards, fat slobs, and annoying....narcissistic...Caucasian 'virtue-signalers' that disappear at any and all forms of proof that I bring.

I dont't even like anime / games. Tis stupid, whether the 'anime' is 'actual' or 'fictional' 'media'. Anime is stupid, and games are stupid. Me? I just look for any signs of beautiful women........, and even then I note anime has 'fallen' 'horridly' 'short'. Anime is just a horribly ineffective and weak form of 'eye' 'bleach'..........(*groans in pain*).

Now......on another topic, a data leak has taken place. In my county......in real life, my abilities (*groans*) have gone semi-public....... .

Dodging high speed guns on video, fried electronics, generating an earthquake in Japan (even if I noted 6.0 range quake) on the day of my arrival as was publicly / locally stated beforehand, and multiple other "feats"......(such as lightning control) (and healing medicines) (and mind-reading) (and depression warding abilities)......are the talk of the town.

Me? I want to hide how I did it, and I must protect my true identity.

I might go ahead and private lock this entire journal....... .

Why? I do not want any challengers. I do not want to create a religion. I now have abilities I can casually wield, and I ***MUST*** hide how I got them. Makes me momentarily feel sad really, but fact is....that mankind was never meant to know this stuff. (*Feels a mysterious trickling sensation down my left cheek*).

Ugh! I feel so disgusted!!!

I'll have to hide all these adventures????

All these treasures?


(*Burns and growls with defiance at all the ones that preach and spread the poison that is boredom, Athiesm, ugliness, and hatred at magic.....hope......class....beauty......nobility...sensibility....and miracles*).

No. I...I refuse. This journal stays up. It'll be.., perhaps, my biggest act of sacrifice, but I will let it stay up. Stay up as a monument of defiance at the ugliness, the antispiritual poverty, the 'physical' 'poverty' of the haters. My meticulously groomed yard will be an act of defiance. The mopped and shiny hardwood floors of my house shall be an act of defiance. My shining gemstones will be an act of defiance. My jetsetting fun will be an act of defiance. My international adventures will be acts of defiance. (*Nods*).

Yea. I'll just mine bigger gems. So ***MANY*** more gems. R*bies, S*pphires, T*paz, and more!!!!! I'll amass riches. I'll learn and study languages! (*Modifies that spelling typo in the April post referenced in the topmost picture*). I'll keep striving to shine!!! Me? I'll just keep being me!!!!

12/5/17 03:40 pm - Hmmmm..............

Since this got here, I think I am going to take a nap.

Hmmm. While I do not fancy myself a 'gamer', there is a lotta Nintendo stuff in here spanning decades..... .

Nintendo stuff and S*pphires.

Oh. Recently got a new speaker system too.

Guess the Nintendo Switch will get here next week.

K. Sleepytime..... .

12/4/17 07:28 am - Alright.....Confession Time........

Urgh......I'm not sleeping....... .

Since when has this ever happened....within the recent times?

Alright.... . Confession time..... .

What didn't I bring to Japan, and for XIV nights no less??? (*Gulps*).

A mobile shrine unit loaded with G*rnets, S*pphires, R*bies, T*paz, S*ll*manite, Ky*nite, Qu*rtz, and more. A heavy dose of G*ld, Pl*tinum, and S*lver......to drink. Bodily systems fortified by months, even years of Nootropics. My gosh, I even noted cash to note expensive 'hotels' every dang on night....... .

Everything in regard to logistics, all in all, went as smooth as butter. Meticulous planning bore delicious fruit.

So why????

Why did it all culminate (on night XIV) to a space-time event that had me witnessing Finky??? ***AGAIN***. (*Recalls the event from VII years prior*). (*Recalls at that powerful dragon*).

Yea, a 'quivering' Finky that (???)......'shook'....., sobbed, and claimed at being traumatized.......O_O. A Finky that probably did not even have bladder control......(*shakes head*).

I swear, it took everything I think I have to ***NOT*** 'lose' myself to pointless violence...and pointless rage......during that event.

Me? I'm not even trying to blame Finky here.....when it comes to my shock about the event. What was up with that? Why did I keep talking about how "hurt" I was from last year.....(*facepalms*)? And why was I asking for advice on whether or not I should blast at the then defenseless Finky? What was up with that event......destiny? What was up with me? What was going on...........?

I did ***NOT*** train all this long, dig...up by hand.....all the precious gemstones taken on that trip, drink all that G*ld.......Pl*tinum.....and S*lver......(*gulps*), and do all of that meticulous planning........expecting nor aiming for ***ANY*** of that.

Why did my closing event quake series.....and energy wave event get put on hold for ***THAT***.

And why was I lovingly greeted back by the hyperdimensional Dawn, *just* like after the last trip (after that dragon witnessing event) only to have the meeting events....suddenly fade.......perhaps as soon as I voiced any judging words at Finky.........?

(*Shakes my head*). It looks ***VERY*** likely the dual trial scenario is true, but....but...I just CAN'T believe......any 'suggestion' Finky could be or could have been...a..a...a.....soulmate to me....(*blinks*). I mean, in subanime terms, Finky was a 'keeper'........... . A 2010's 'American' 'culture' 'standards'.....'total' 'package'...... . Yea. But me? I was not even looking for dating. I was celibate. I was on a mission, a mission that was proven *right*, *necessary*, and *valid*.



My happiness is in the safety and wellbeing of true innocents, celestial kids from the homeland. Not 'dating'. I mean........of course I was not impressed. From what I could tell (via many senses and much research), Finky was one of those that could not think freely..., had no impulse control, ...and was a slave to 'genetics' and the ego that comes with it. But me??? All I knew, was trying to hone myself to be the ultimate in any and all I ever did....as a service to / for those I care about and love. ***THAT*** is / was what I knew love as, not that fickle dating stuff that never even amounted to anything for Finky........ .

Well the question now is.........what next?

Me? I am going to pray for the homeland, and those who I have sworn to protect.

I pray for an answer, and the chance to embark on the path that leads to progress.

Yea. And, whatever the case is, I have ***not*** seen any sign of Finky having the guts to face me............ . Not even verbally. ('Which' doesn't really make sense to me). I did not even note an argument.............. . Might even note the 'kid' stuck in some place, 'dutifully' swallowing the alpha male shrink's / con man's psychiatric pills, and with no internet access.

(*Shakes my head*).

All that traveling, all of that....just to witness Finky again. I'm in shock! (*Groans*). I mean....what the........ . Ulgh.

If there is another trialer, maybe they are...uh.....in a country I haven't been to yet? (*Shakes my head*). Lol. In Africa maybe??? (*Groans*).

Seriously though, if there is a traumatized person...., figuratively speaking, how do you help them? How do you comfort them? Or is time.....the answer?

(*Groans and sinks back into bed and under the blankets*).

12/4/17 03:17 am - Preemptive Art..... / A Reality Manifestation Event?

I...did a sketch, a spellsketch last year, during a very intense time. I had to generate the means to defend myself.....from any 'potential' assaults from a 'certain' dragon.


If my spellsketch was ***NOT*** 'traced' at.......by a weakling and non-psychic 'Japanese' 'game' 'design' 'dude'.......

.......then a "Yggdrasil Effect" materialization has definitely taken place.

How did I find about this? I noted the blonde juvenile from a YT video........freaking out a bit and dashing at my direction during a "Black Friday" event...... . He had a magazine in hand? He asked if the magazine...had a picture of a monkey?

I said...."no", explaining how I discerned at the absence of a true width / celestial maiden class / starry maiden class....feminine thigh gap..... . But still......I gazed very warily at the pseudohyperdimensional entity and / or visage portrayed by the 'magazine'. I was worried. Subanime mankind should not have ***ANY*** idea about the appearance of hyperdimensional beings....... . Yea. I knew something was up.

Guess I'll go ahead and get a Nintendo Switch.....in a couple days........, and that since I apparently note the 'Sailor' 'Moon' 'anime' was a hopeless / hipless dead end.

Maybe by searching through the software.....I will find a new link with which to contact the mysterious hyperdimensional Dawn being...., the being that is beyond the limitations of Pokemon / anime Dawn....and that terrifyingly warped......(and anime Dawn linked) subanime Fenris-****.

That, and / or take the steps to bypass that doomed and genderless.....anime Usagi Tsukino 'graft'.......which 'holds' 'back' at my performance, 'holds' 'back' at my own.....starry maiden status aspirations.


12/1/17 01:11 pm - Well....That Was Interesting.........

Well that was interesting.......... .

A black expanse type event happened earlier..... .

I heard at a voice, a male one......, and gazing forward.....I witnessed J*ren........(????).

I listened intently.

I don't know if I heard advice / training tips, or noted criticism instead. But I guess I *did* note a reference at my "emotion" driven abilities....and energy.

Did I get embarrassed? (*Shakes my head*). That guy was strange. He was like the opposite of Pokemon D*wn's subanime incarnation. He had a 'spine', and he was so calculating and sharp.

I think I caught him saying how he would rather have no power whatsoever....and train.....upwards slowly, than have a power he could not control whatsoever......... .

Why did I not detect a raging hate signature, autism, neuroticism, or psychosis from him??? (*Shakes my head*). Was he an antidimensional....grafting at my perception of the true Dawn???

I guess I decided to reveal my *actual* energy then....... . I focused on the inner peace within me, the inner peace that manifests as a bluish hyperdimensional light. A light that, as of yet, I have never noted the forces of entropy breach....nor even approach. I struggled initially....to bring it forth. Some point I heard what sounded like my entire....universal mass.....groaning......, as a tenuous and thin......light blue energy film formed around me.... . The light faded a bit after the initial manifestation...as I caught my breath a moment.....after straining...so. Yea, but I gathered myself, reached deep, and brought the light forth again.............sensing the entire universe quaking all the while with the energy I was amassing. Seems like some point I witnessed Goku........grafted at my perception of myself, but I subsequently watched at him disintegrate.....(since a male (comprised of atoms) is not meant to handle that kind of energy)..... .

I witnessed the wide-eyed Jiren go somewhat transparent.......(????), and hover back some ways.............as my grasp on my energy slipped..... .

By that point.....I may have noted some sort of event collapse scenario......because next....I witnessed a strange 1980's / 1990's residential setting.....whereby (*cringes*) I noted a fake 'sibling' character choking, gagging, puking, and having a '***terrible***' reaction at my energy / time waves.

I wanted to keep training, and even tried to gather energy to my palms and do an experimental blast, but I did want ANY part of the 80's / 90's trap zone / garbage I was witnessing. So as I watched at a fake payrent rushing to (???) 'aid' the fake sibling, I focused my energy to bringing this place back online....... .

Hmmmmmh. I'm not complaining, but I hope I can see a girl with some hips (and thus sacral brain compatible physiology) (and thus sacral brain attesting physiognomy) next time....... . (*Sighs*).


11/30/17 07:22 am - The Mystery Of The Sleeping Hyperdimensional Dawn.........

I know it....... . Those watching me know it..... .

I have long...contained the necessary energy levels to rearrange, and even vaporize......both the planet and the observable universe.

But every time..., without fail, I......by instinct......., "pull my punches".... .

So I arrived to my location as planned..... . The realm shook with energy as I prepared to vent my energy core........ . Japan shook with energy as I prepared to vent the contents of my energy core.

(*Recalls the visuals of the white tuxedo clad and energy venting Serena.........that took place*).

Yea...... . But then quiet followed. Quiet (*facepalms*), and calm days filled with (!??!?!) unexpected "romantic"......."contact"......from a mysterious being. That....amidst noting strange 'free' offers of money, beer (which I did not drink), tea, and meals (!!???!!!) from Shintoist / Buddhist 'locals'.

I went with the flow for a while, utterly shocked.....but doing my utmost to learn from the situation. I spent my days in peace and reflection.

Then......some days later, .....after rising above hatred.........and not ferociously attacking that defenseless and pitiful Fenris character from 2016........during an eerie and prophetic event (in a seeming cathedral or church) (*recalls sighting a Mihoshi-like being during said event*)........, they happened????

Yea. (*Squints*). Visions. Visuals. Contact events. Events involving a vibrant green grassy meadow......, a meadow featuring a babbling brook / stream. A meadow whereby a Goddess class and entropy free / depression free.......lifeform was in a state of slumber. Indeed. An immaculately beautiful being........ . A being with blue hair. Long blue hair. And eyes that would just not seem to open (in a way that I.....could perceive anyway)......... .

For many days I perceived words, hugs, encouragement, (*gulps*) and support from the mysterious and sleepy being. The being who contacted me last year....no doubt...during that Starry Maiden event.


Because of the recent events, because of the past events (this planet not having been vaporized decades ago), I have to consider the dual trial possibility quite probable....(*shakes my head*). The question then.....is where is she??? Where is Dawn???? Is she on this planet? Or is she on another planet......, another planet whereby she notes a male grafted at her point-of-view........as I do???

Where is Dawn? A dual trial scenario would explain so much about this minscape realm, and my situation.

If she is not in Japan......, where in this mindscape is she?

If she is here, whatever planet she is on, wherever she is, we must meet. (*Feels my fingernails glowing in the emotion of submission........., a shocker for sure*). No need to deny the truth right? If it is the truth........ .

Well, in the meanwhile, I'll keep honing my control of my abilities, awakening new capacities, and demonstrating what I can do........*as* *needed*....... .

If the dual trialer scenatio is not the case for the current situation, I'll keep seeking to tend to whatever mental / psychological / spiritual / instinctual issue is keeping me from venting the contents of my core.........; yea, keeping me from venting the contents of my core, whereby I wash down all of space and time with my actual / main / and yet to be fully revealed.......hyperdimensional energy.

11/27/17 11:14 am - Still Alive........

I'm still alive.

Just processing some new information, and exploring some new abilities.

11/9/17 11:31 am - I Am The Fabric Of Space And Time......

Woa... . I just woke up to quite an intense.....earthquake......as my aura briefly expanded upon the area.... . Was it a vision??? Was it a timeline related event????

Is it about to be...go time?

Well. I'm ready. *Stretches my neck*.

Yea. As soon as I touched down to the chosen location, intense gales, intense blasts of wind....were upon the area..... . Reality responded to my presence.

Yea. This is all real. Aint't a game.
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