Jag Yggdrasil (jagyggdrasil) wrote,
Jag Yggdrasil
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Astonishment, Awe, Weariness...........

Well......., it seems I have come to an unexpected answer.... . The answer I have come to~...., explains my past~, my present, and hopefully has direct implications regarding my future~..... . :D!!!! I UNDERSTAND HOW I GOT HERE!!! I UNDERSTAND WHERE I CAME FROM, HOW I CAME FROM THERE, AND WHY~.........(!!!) I CAME FROM THERE!!!! I, too, think I have discerned why I witnessed 'such' 'abject'.......'HOSTILITY'......, as I witnessed 'May' 'and' 'June'......, yes...yes.... *smiles* *feels my left hand glow * . The question now, I guess, is whether I can SURVIVE....to meet....that which I have struggled for ....for so long~.... . I will try to explain. Basically, I have found that...the reason I have witnessed 'antithis' 'antiplane', 'antithe' 'antinight' 'mare' 'antiplane', 'antithis' 'antiplace' 'antifull' 'antiof' 'autistic' * a glow of shock, felt in my left foot, was experienced * 'night' 'mare' 'demons', is due to ME, ICHIGO (RYU)....., HAVING BEEN IN A STATE OF SEIZURE~........ALL ALONG!!!! A form of STEADY-STATE....seizure....., which LAUNCHED my soul......across space.........., and even through MULTIPLE UNIVERSES!!!! I was confused, EVEN RECENTLY...., in regards to this event. But now, I understand......, I understand what has been happening....., I understand that THIS me, this PLASMIC form of myself, HAS BEEN AND ........ (!!!!) IS BEING~.....(!!!!) BEAMED (!!!) THROUGH SPACE~....., THROUGH TIME~...., AS A DIRECT CONSEQUENCE OF SEIZURE ACTIVITY!!!!! My events of waking up in certain worlds~.., certain places, I understand now~.....that THAT is ACTUALLY ......a TESTAMENT....to the seizure activity which LAUNCHED.....me...., ago, EBBING, EASING (!!!) !!!! My observations of myself~...., Ichigo, having the seizures that I mentioned ago (some place online) ......, are a direct testament to what I am talking about. I was confused, confused about cause and effect, as I wrote my previous entries. This me, going through seizure activity, was due to me receiving flows of plasma from my body~...., flows of plasma which are occuring as a direct result of my/Ichigo's seizure activity easing..... . What this all means, is, A DAY, SOON, I am going to find myself SUCKED BACK (!!!!) to (!!!!) myself, A COOL WORLD, and THAT shall happen due to the soul projection process (which has kept me witnessing 'the' 'Obama' 'dimension')......, SUDDENLY HOLDING, AND GOING IN REVERSE!!!!!! I.....I guess Parallax Nova will occur by default, but I don't know IF....I'll get to see much of it!!!! I guess, my proverbial awakening, has really been an issue of my BODY'S seizure activity, easing....., all along~..... . I don't know how to respond to this find, but I am certain of it. Just a couple of days ago, I AWOKE to a seizuring point of view, a point of view where I was DISORIENTED, and STRUGGLING for a lock on MY OWN BODY, MY PHYSICAL BODY!!!! I think what is going to happen.....is that I'm going to have to return to my body, while, technically, a BUNCH of my soul~.....is still.....hovering around me....... . I say that, because I have found that my soul has to be PRESSURIZED to certain levels~..., before it can be absorbed back into my body.... . As for the source of my seizures, I need to keep that a secret~...., I need to keep that a secret~....as a means to defend at 'the' 'likes' 'of' 'Aizen' 'and' 'the' 'rest'. Heh, last night, .....I witnessed 'Mayuri' * laughs * for a while~.............hmmmmm..... . I guess I'm going to have to continue on my research~....., and *smiles* *laughs* soon, I'll be having to hide the results of my research from 'Mayuri' 'and' 'Urahara'....... . Well~......I'm going to go rest for a while...... . I don't know~........why~...I just SUDDENLY happened to have the epiphany that I did~......., all the same, I'm so glad it happened ^_^. I thank all the people who have striven to help me reach this point~ and the find~ which I found~.... . Yes~, I'm going to go rest now~, I guess it's now~ , too, all up to how my PHYSICAL body is doing~..... . I 'll try to give myself the time that I need.... .
Tags: cause and effect, condition assessment
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