Jag Yggdrasil (jagyggdrasil) wrote,
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The Point of No Return

I cloaked my designation marks for the title of this post, but I meant " The Point of No 'Return' ". I guess, my experiences of meeting and greeting~....the *ABSOLUTELY* beautiful people of so many awesome worlds~...., has colored me. Hmmmm, I shall try to be forward, and I don't mean 'any' 'offense'. I am overcome with terror~...., and horror~....., whenever I note 'eyes' 'that'...'AREN'T' like those of the people whom I call family. It's like I'm witnessing 'ALIENS'......(relating to my instinctual response) . It's actually *squints*......ALWAYS been this way for me.... . It is why I have never 'dated', and (I don't know how I could be attractive in *ANY* sense of the word, I need to say that~.....now and here) have even *REFUSED* at 'dating' 'offers' *sqqueamish gulps* ('and' 'other' *gulps* .......'kinds' 'of' 'offers'....) in my past... . However, *gulps* even being hugged..... *blush * *blush hand glow felt* ...., even being *KISSED* (shakes head in awe) ...by the females whom I've encountered on my traveling/awakening experiences......., I'm not afraid... *blushes* of them~ *gulps* .........*blushingly places hand to mouth* ...... *laughs aloud* ....; I even find myself (when I can), laughing~...., and *HUGGING* them.......in laughter~...., when *wipes brow* I find myself unexpectedly face to face......with them~.... *blushes* . I guess there is a point of no 'return'........., in relation to the path I follow. Yea... *sighs in joy, awe, and mystification* ...I mean *gulps* ....I....*WANT* to be *startledly opens eyes wide* in a relationship, after meeting the people whom I have met. I never knew *gulps* this day~....COULD...come, or WOULD come...... . To try to be honest, I don't know what to expect; however, all the same~, I guess that is what life is about (!!!) (^_^). Well, I know this, I give my thanks to the people~...who have shown me that I can feel these feelings that I am currently feeling.... . I love it *laughs happily* ........., this feeling which I feel in my heart. It feels *blinks in awe and mystification*.....like I am *LIVING*...!!!
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