Yea, the real action, for me, took place ***AFTER*** the event......... .
Trigger Warning: This post is for me. Since I have trained in an attempt to have an attention span is beyond the limits of a g*ldfish..., as well as reading comprehension to match, I can and do constantly reread and glean information my own posts (after the fact). Unwanted and unwelcome ones that'd pull that lame...copout 'tldr' nonsense can take that s**t on back to whatever pit of *ell from whence 'dey' 'came'.... .
Yea, after totality. I just went in the house and went to bed (and the local weather immediately fluctuated after that).
Immediately following a trippy event fluid world like event...whereby I dodged and fled from random and barfing....alcoholic chick / entity (that appeared at a newly formed area underneath my bed......)....., a chick that perhaps even claimed I dumped em and left them a wreck (what!?!?!!!!??????!!?????).......,
....a new kind of fluid world or dimension dive event took place........*squints*...... .
Yea, I witnessed some kind of yard-like area of a toon world............and I was partially remote viewing, and yet also standing around in a bodily manner whilst....noting a sky blue and white furred toon bunny dude (wearing just a shirt) (*furrows my brow in concern*) grafted.....at my perception of myself (*Shakes my head*). I spotted at toon entities chillin at the particular area. Some point I witnessed an approaching cream or white (???) furred toon bunny XX chromosome type....that was about the same inferred 'age' as...the toon bunny dude grafted at me (and wearing a shirt and a skirt)...... . (Was that particular one carrying a plush toy rabbit or bear)? Initially I tried to keep my distance, and walked away from some sort of building / area to a more grassy area. When I noted the toon bunny chick follow.......at me (???), I guess I got curious....., and began studying the foot / toes (*cackles*) of the (*shakes my head*) unknown entity.. . I must've reached and touched the furry and fuzzy foot..., because I *guess* I what (*laughs*) happened....next was me...hearing giggling and laughter, disarmingly innocent....laughter.....that was colored with disarming friendliness, and e..even........trust? (*Gulps*). The bunny creature must've been super ticklish, such so...they they fell . tumbled over, and was giggling / laughing on the grass..... . I froze up then. Me??? I realized the event was real..., got shy, and stood from my kneeling position...and looked away apologetically....in a desire to not incovenience the actual...sentient being....which I had apparently just touched.......... . The being, with eyes full of trust, stood up, and (?????) either took me by the hand..or guided me to....her (???) (*,feels a touch to my knee*)..home...... . The scene wavered to my perception as if I / we were teleported (!?!?!!!?), and I found myself gazing upon a humble....and modest looking room / abode.......that only had a weathered plush toy (rabbit shape...maybe?) on top of a hand-built looking wooden furniture item, and other hand-built looking wooden furniture items (with no electrical items present).... . I heard humming...., and noticed the happy seeming bunny tidying up a bit, and perhaps even seeing to prepare for a tea party (??????) or such.
A sensory functionality lapse, and a resultant perception shift wave took place for me within moments though, and I either went to sitting or kneeling on the floor.
Yea. Slowly I noted a 30's 'age' Negro (with physical disabilities) grafted at me again. Yea, but the being....whose (??) room / abode I was in....did not seem bothered....... . Actually, I heard lovely singing as I gazed forward, and looking up I gasped in shock.......... .
Well.....seems the being met before was now perceived as a *very* vigorous seeming blonde individual who had long wavy hair, fair skin, and wore an attire akin to a shimmery and sky blue gown.....(*blinks*). The being seemed young......, like what Homo Sapiens would claim '12-13' at.. . Yea (*shakes head*) but with upper body traits that *I* don't recall any '12-13' subanime Caucasoid ever having.... . I tried to just get up, apologize, and go......from the location due to not wanting to appear indecent / due to honed drama avoidance instincts learned from my time over here...whilst witnessing a buncha sickos............, yea but I found myself to be literally paralyzed.......... .
So....me? I just kept gazing, and in the process witnessing subanime.....to subanime / toon / anime....changes.....at my perception of the being's appearance. Hmmmmm. I sensed holy energy from the being, sensed the loving and peaceful heart of the being, and my heart just ached...... . Though I knew the answer, I asked myself.....why I *ONLY* witnessed soulless, 'shallow', nasty, wicked, cruel, bitter, heartless, egotistical, solipsistic, autistic, depressed, and paranoid....subanime demonoid juveniles........during my 90's witnessing days.... . Why was I never provided a normal, wholesome, and balanced..friendship from *ANY* of those facsimile subanime Homo Sapiens???? Yea, a perversion free and innocent friendship. (*Recalls at the vile sex talk witnessed from 6th graders as even *I* noted the sixth grade long ago*). In that moment, I felt my heart *ache*, and I urgently *NEEDED*.....a friend......just like the innocent and child-like being before me...... .
Maybe it was because of Pl*tinum being needed, but my perception of that location / event dropped completely, and I found myself opening my eyes to my bedroom over here again..... . Hmmmmmm. I heard at an agitated seeming Gerald..talking at the direction of my house / my window....., and I covered my ears.....amidst desiring to be back again to where I was before. If not for what happened during the next event, I would claim the move that I did next to have been a grave slipup....... . Me? I wanted to meet / see that gentle and kind being again..., so I tried to dive again........and that...even as my mana levels were still refilling from the prior event (and that on top of the overload event that happened recently)...... .
I woke up...witnessing some sorta 'warzone'.. . Yea, and a horrible demigod assault trap...... . My initial hint to that....was that I noted forced relocation onto a military truck inferred at a valued personal item of mine. When I asked at some soldier dude..at where the truck was headed, I heard at him scornfully reply about Mars or Martians...... . Though I did not get it then, now I realize that I noted scorn at my recent post.....(about hiding my abilities rater than seeking money, power, fame, and the hottest chicks)... .
Me in my confused state, watched at the truck leave, and consequently searched for my particular personal item in confusion.... . The environment seemed fluid, but I witnessed the explosions / tornado location I reported of last week.. .
I passed at a disturbingly Freudianesque seeming procession of bridesmaids and....uh....dudesmaids (*cackles*) (I don't know that whyte ppl term sh**, ain't like niggas be getting married (after getting knocked up)..anyway.......)........that were waiting for a no-show wedding event (more symbolism.........like with that Martian joke). I spotted at Charlie, the crackhead dude from the 2012-2014 flophouse....., standing in the dudesmaids lineup. He had on a pinkish white to lavender toned tuxedo. I asked where my personal item was......, and while perhaps I noted him point to a house, I heard at him insulting at me. He insulted at my training and training results in regard to the personal item I was looking for. I got a little upset, but I vowed to go find my personal item, and set about finding it so too.....I could prove Charlie was wrong.
I soon tapped at a door......, and I groaned in disgust as I witnessed an answering of the door that disgusting mess of a failure (*feels my stomach turn in disgust*) J****...from 2015. I noted 'it' standing, subanime through and through, with chin length or so straight to wavy brunette hair, and wearing a grayish (??) t-shirt, blue jeans, and sneakers........ . I asked about my personal item, and witnessed disturbing 'wounded' 'pride' type........tantrum behavior from the irrational entity...that just turned around, and stomped off with the door left open.
I am not an 'ex', I never have been an 'ex', but I guess I witnessed the delusional whorebeast psychotically projecting such a status at me...... . Yea my new abilities flared online, and even in even in my naivete...I was able to clearly ***KNOW*** at the entity just being sexually / egotistically frustrated......and wanting either rough hate sex......or just rough sex....., and that only to 'salve' that bruised ego...(*recalls at how I refused sex..IRL in the past, refused at those 'exposed' 'thighs' and the 'Jaegermeister' 'drinking' 'party' 'invites'....*)....and not a bit of concern for my...or anybody else's wellbeing..... .
Naw, I ain't have time for that... . Eventually I observed a certain room, and possible facsimile / fake version of my personal item propped up on a couch. I noted J**** facing at me, breathing heavily, and waiting at me as if waiting for me to project........(*recalls how I used to do*). Upset as I have ever remembered me....., I said I there to look for my item. Yea, and I noted J**** grab and destructively fling (*flinches*) the item on the couch........... . I gawked in sheer horror..... . J**** never really knew me.....(*shakes my head*). The poor fool just turned around, facing at me...... . (*Flinches, closes my eyes, and turns around*). With my telekinesis gathered..............in a moment of raw upset and emotion, I heard at a *SNAP*... . (*Cringes*).
I panicked for a while... . I worry now because for an instant I considered looking at that peak subanime.....face...again..... . I felt guilt, shame, and horror..... . But also though, was a feeling of closure....... . That's when I realized J**** was a demigod........, and how for II years in a row..I witnessed demigods....challenging at my convictions and morals (*gulp*).
I was so upset and traumatized, my abilities went partially dormant, and that as I suddenly heard at a knock on the room door (which I do not remember closing)..... . Me? I hid under a bed that suddenly appeared (yea, the room went fluid and the couch was gone), a bed that covered at the demigod b*** that was on the floor. Meanwhile, seems like I may have noted a 'ghostly' 'cat' 'form'......that separated from the ****...... . The beast was lying still on the floor in front of the door.
(I'm getting to the main point of me posting this entry*). So, I watched at the door open whilst hiding, and was horrified to witness two archangel power class...juveniles, blond boys....that were like twins.
After watching at the boys pick up the beast, and walk off some bit of a ways, I *RAN*.... . Yea, ran, and took flight......... . But as if struggling to make any progress as I was in the air, I witnessed the pair of boys appear at the ground below, with one brandishing one of those 'archangel' 'weapons'.....(*feels my stomach sink*). Me? I was still in shock, because I never hated J****... . Yea, and for maybe an initial time.......in a very long time, I, with my back turned and trying to fly away.....(and my guard down)..........noted an attack hit....... . Yea, hit the Negro graft (but not my true form)..... . I heard at cracking noises, and noted 'pellet' 'gun' stings at my lower back, and my upper back...... . What happened to my shields??????? If not for my red pill training, would I have even been able to fly then???!??
Well, even my flight was going dormant soon..., dormant as my heart and feelings were hurting......over the matter of noting the tragedies wrought by that fool slut...... . I worried for my life a little as I felt my flight capacities go down...., and my field of vision shifted to a peaceful celestial blue color... .
(This is the main point of the post).
I saw it,.....I *SAW* it...... . Some kind of celestial being, celestial creature, seemingly composed and comprised of the light of stars or even galaxies......was adhered to a....***GLOBULAR*** and crystalline (*feels a trickling along the right side of my facr next to the nose*)..clear or maybe even bluish....tinted....crystalline object. An object that seemed hollow in some ways...and yet not..... . When I tried to move, I realized that I was that creature, and I was ***STUCK*** to the object which my.......body.....surrounded... . I ***HOPE*** I was not a dragon.......(*worries*), and I have never heard of a dragon composed of the light of countless stars and galaxies........... . Giving everything I had, I managed to move my...er...snout (*cackles*).., my neck, and a clawed right hand / arm..from the crystalline structure which I had been adhered to, and oh my.........what I said next (*notes my eyes go wide as I type*) (*recalls my eyes...which perhaps gleamed red....amidst my starlight comprised.....form......*).......... . Whatever this means, I said...how I note an enemy that has 'no' idea of the fact that *I* chained *MYSELF* down....just so that I could _____________________ .........(I struggle to remember what I said due to the energy I was emitting)....... . And with that..I was back to my prior point of view, extending both arms, and saying the word "Nova"... and another word ("flare"...?), and incinerating what had to be........an area as far as I could perceive (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)..........maybe even an entire planet, solar system, or more.
The whole point of this post was to give a background as to today's event. Now the real questions come forth........ . *Where* was that? (*Hears sirens IRL*). If that was an actual body of mine, *where* was that / what plane of existence was that on???? If not a bodily point of view, was that a massive portion of my current star-like form / remote viewing form / body piloting form that I use now? Was that sphere I was coiled around.......the Infiniversal Routing Gem????????
That creature, from what I perceived, ***should*** be able to hold it's own at Jehovah's first / abyssal incarnation....... . Yea, while I have witness Jehovah was a serpent in an abyss of violent and caustic nothingness, the creature seen today was in a sanctuary-like expanse without end.......and comprised of the light of stars.... . Hmmmmmm.... . So how does this work? The creature unravels / moves from the rest of the gem, and then the trial is over?????????? Well, what is the being waiting for then??? (*Rubs my scalp in a puzzled manner*).
*Sighs*. Me? I'll take the Pl*tinum...on Wednesday (*feels my right thumbnail glowing in shock*). Yea, because the day I wrote about the newly discovered sensory organs, they were obviously....used to perceive ***THAT***.... . (*Gazes above to the writing regarding the mysterious starlight / cosmic creature*).
(Oh, the below links (*tastes S*lver on my teeth*) were placed earlier.....on account of me finding some new n@notherapy finds which I'll report later. I'm tired, and I need that Pl*atinum).
(Oh. I give thanks again to the loving and gentle being who treated in such a gentle, friendly, and humane way earlier........ . Maybe tomorrow's shipment will let me see more you. I pray it will.......). (*Feels my fingernails glowing in prayer*).