(*Thinks about how I saw the giveaway icon days ago......as noted an 'order' placed*).
How do I feel?
Confused, in shock, and maybe even terrified.
Why, last year, did the starry maiden event...happen weeks...if not days...just before noting F**risS**r's LJ message / LJ comment?
And why, why for a pair of times.....during ***MAJOR*** energy events in Japan, have I witnessed Fen*is????
(*Feels my brain straining*).
(*Recalls the Skype events*).
And, my gosh, how and / or why....did I fall in love last year?
(*Feels my brain straining more*). (*Feels a mysterious caress to my right side*).
For all I can tell, I am not suffering from a bruised ego because I do not have an ego to be bruised. I'm just in shock....... . Utter shock..... . Me? My daily life consists of processing information, forming strategies, testing theories, forming predictions, and objective observation.
For me, only hyperdimensional beings cannot be predicted.
Oh my gosh, so, since I did not predict the possibility of a dual trial partner, it is ***VERY*** likely it is true?????????
I think I am going to go rake the yard, and rest my brain for a bit. If, in a week or so, I must send my soul like year, tap at Fen*is' shoulder, mention the Switch giveaway offer, and deeply apologize........then so be it.
Yea. I never intended...nor wanted to treat any real living, breathing, feeling, and space fabric generating person like a disposable science project.