Jag Yggdrasil (jagyggdrasil) wrote,
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I Made A Planet Last Night

(*Gawks*). (*Gulps*). (Takes note of the theme "Light Of Latios", heard mentally). I...(gulps)...., had *direct* *confirmation* ~~~ (*gasps*) ~~ of a prior ~~ post of mine.......( http://otakukin.proboards.com/index.cgi?board=why&action=display&thread=414&page=1 ). Apparently, a *vital* *phase* ~~~ of my plan (*gulps*), has taken place? Yes, an event ~~ that sheds light ~~ on the arrival ~~~ of the mana blast.............which happened some time ago (*gulps*). (*Gasps, as I feel a touch, to my right knee*)...... . I shall try to explain ~~~...... . Last night, I experienced (*gasps*)...a *STARTLING* ~~~ reality check event.............. . For an *initial* ~~ time within memory, I perhaps perceived ~~ myself ~~~.............(*gulps*)......as who/what I am ~~~.......(in any case, relating to *NATURE* (!!!!) (*feels my fingernails, glowing in shock*))....... . I awoke, to perceive ~~ myself...., in a *cosmic* (!!!) ~~~.........environment. It *FELT* *LIKE* *I* *WAS* *HOME* ~~~~ !!!! Portions of my body (!!!!!) (whichever body that was...)...., were *CLOAKED* *IN* *INTERSTELLAR* *DARKNESS* (!!!!!) (what ~~~ ?????).... (*feels my fingernails glow in shock*) (*feels my mind, *reeling*..........in a manner conducive to *identity* *basis* *confusion*.........*).......... . All the while (!!!), *STARS* (!!!!), gleamed here ~~ and there ~~ (!!!!) upon my body (!!!!). (*Feels my fingernails, glowing in a stunned manner*). I felt ~~~~ from within my being ~~~, the *bursting* *forth* ~~ of *ELATION* (!!!); elation and *SENSITIVE* ~~ feelings ~~ of *CARE* ~~ and *TENDERNESS*, as I saw (!!!) ~~ a *LITTLE* *PLANET* (!!!!) (*gasps in awe*)..................*REVOLVING* (!!!) ~~~ around ~~ me....... . (Awwwwww ~~~ (*laughs with love and joy*).....^_^ ~~~!!!!). I *suddenly* ~~ felt my empathic and telepathic senses, awaken ~~~, and *via* (!!!) those senses...., I could tell the planet (*gasps*) ~~ *WAS* *MINE* ~~~ !!!! It was *filled* ~~~ with, *brimming* ~~ (!!!) with, my *feelings* *of* *love*, and my *personal* (spiritual/emotional) *signature* (!!!!) ~ !!!! It was a *BLUE* (!!!) world, with *JOVIAL* ~~ and white ~~ little clouds ~~~ ^_^ !!!! I felt ~~ (*gulps*) ~~ a *INTENSE* ~~ sensation ~~ of *ATTACHMENT* ~~ (*gulps tenderly*) (*gasps, as I feel ~~ a glowing sensation, within/of (!!) my heart*)........to the little ~~ planet ~~~, an *INTENSE* ~~ desire ~~ to *shelter* ~~ and *PROTECT* (*gasps*) (*gulps*) ~~ it..... . Apparently, the (!!!) star ~~ within my heart..., acted (*gulps*) ~~~ as that which had the little planet gravitationally bound ( http://space.about.com/od/glossaries/g/gravitationbond.htm ) ( http://otakukin.proboards.com/index.cgi?board=magic&action=display&thread=435 ) ~~ ? Around me (!!!) (*feels a glowing sensation, within my stomach*)........, around my area ~~, was a (!!!) cluster ~~ of *STARS* ~~~ (maybe, too (!!!), the *NEXT* *SUN* ~~ was being ~~ selected?????)...........which *glowed* ~~ with my jovial ~~ emotions of love and care ^_^ ~~~~. (*Gulps*). The area ~~, felt like areas ~~ within which I hold musical ~~~ improvisation ~~ sessions (!!!).......; apparently, I *CAUGHT* (!!!) myself, *INSTINCTIVELY* *DESIGNING* *A* *WORLD* (!!!).............!!!!!!. Yes, specifically, a world ~~ (*gulps*)........intended to be placed *HERE*, after/if ~~~~ (*feels my right eye, glow, suddenly*)........I decide to unleash ~~~ the contained ~~ pressure (supernova).......of the mana blast ~~ .....which arrived ~~........within recent times......(*gulps*). (*Feels my fingernails, glow with shock, as I observe the *GRAVITY*, of the current situation*). Me? My thoughts? (*Gulps*). I'm *thinking* *it* *was* *luck* (!!!!!) (*gasps in awe*), that *I*, not 'some' 'maniacal' 'god' 'demanding' 'at' worship ~~~~, designed/made ~~ this world/solar system....which I currently observe......... . I don't plan 'to' 'change'................., I *aspire* (aim) ~~ to be a normal ~~ person ~~ ^_^ ~~.......within a happy ~~ world ^_^ ~~~. A world which I protect from within??? (*Gulps*). I thank ~~~ (*exhales in prayer and hope*) (*feels a glowing sensation, in the back of my throat*).......the divine beings ~~, who have made ~~ reality possible............... . (*Feels a tear of thanksgiving, trickle my right cheek*). (*Takes note ~~ of a Suikoden II, happy ~~ (plucked) string instrument and orchestral theme ~~~, heard mentally*)...... . I'm *glad* ~~ it's *me* (that made this world), I don't want 'power', I don't want 'fame' (*feels my fingernails, glow with hope*), and I don't intend 'to' 'abuse' ~~~~ (*gulps*)........the chance ~~ I've been presented with......... . Oh ~~, (*tearfully wipes my face*)......I, as I was in the above referenced chamber/area/location, (*feels my fingernails, glow with hope*)....perceived ~~~ a female ~~ (!!!) celestial ~~ being, who had a pale ~~ skin tone??? Her form ~~, below her neck, was cloaked ~~ in a celestial ~~ raiment of interstellar ~~ darkness ~~ and stars ~~ (*gulps in awe*)...... . She spoke to me ^_^ ~~ (*gasps as I feel (!!!) a caress, to my left knee*)........in a loving ~~ (*feels my fingernails glow in hope*) ~~ and patient ~~ tone ~~~..... . (I was still showing the effects of my incapacitation, and struggled to process her words ~~~~...........(*feels a glowing sensation within my stomach*), but I perceived the love ~~ within her words, and give my thanks ^_^). Before I move on ~~~, I need to mention ~~ how (!!!) I seemingly ~~, perceived a ~~ (!!!)...visual..., of a *gleaming* *white* *vessel* (!!!!)....., about the same ~~ time, that I perceived ~~~ the celestial ~~ being whom I saw..........(I have a theory ~~~......about that notation (*gulps*)).

I need to say ~~~, how I ~~ already ~~ have a goal ~~ in mind ~~ (*blushingly chin dips*) ~~ for the new ~~~ planet ~~~ ? (*Gulps*). (Takes note of the (*tearfully inhales*) Krull ~~~ orchestral ~~ theme of ~~ love ~~~, heard mentally ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cm-sLUlNPx8 ))........ . In ~~ my love, for the living ~~ beings whom I hold dear ~~ (*tearfully gulps*), I made a pledge to celibacy.........( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Celibacy ). (*Feels my fingernails, glow in a blushful manner*). However ~~ (!!!), it is of that ~ same ~ love ~~~, that I desire ~ to be in a meaningful relationship ~~~ (*blushingly chin dips*)..... . Maybe ~~, on the new ~~ world ~~~, I could experience experiences ~~~ that I *NEVER* (and I mean *NEVER* (!!!!)) knew ~~ could happen ~~ (*tearfully gulps*)....................from the perspective of my current vantage point.......? For example, ~ having ~ a ~ girlfriend ~~ ^_^ !!! (*Goes red*). (*Feels my fingernails glowing, in an *intense* ~~~....blushful manner*). Yea ~~, a girlfriend to whom I could give hugs ^_^ (!!!!) (*blushingly chin dips*) ~~~, and make pizzas for ~~ !!! (*Chuckles happily, amidst, just, confessing ~~~ to the deepest desires within/of my heart/being (*blushingly chin dips*)*).... . Yes ~ (!!!), *hugs* ~~~, *pizzas*, ~ and *heartfelt* ~ *guitar* ~ *solos* ~~ ^_^ !!! (*Feels my being, *glowing* ~~ with zeal ~~ and hope*). (*Feels my mana, generating a misty ~ presence, about my being ~~~*). (Notes 'some' 'bitter' 'old' 'hag' (!!!) ...'at' my vicinity, 'start' 'coughing' 'violently'...(!!!!) (oh no~~~~~)). (Seemingly notes the events of last night, and the mana blast contained within this planet, *validated* (*feels my toenails, glowing in shock*)). (*Worries, as/because I noted 'a' 'weird' ('witch' 'like') 'caterwaul'....., amidst typing the above*).
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