I.....i..if....(*gasps as I feel a caress to my bottom as as I type* O_O) if...we were....um in a a relationship...before this trial thing, ....then uh....how about (since that is what you apparently want) we,...(*blinks and feels my fingernails glowing*)....just....wait until we fully awaken / recover our identities...before claiming any uh..."modifications" regarding that status.
(Would that mean I possibly have a....SO / ____friend in North America)? (*Facepalms and groans in shock*).
K. Here it is.
So that evening, the evening of the event....and before making this post
...., I watched at.....DS9.....
I got overwhelmed.....due to noting the episode 'line' 'up' at (*groans in shock*)...uh....(*groans*) (*facepalms*).
Well I did an LJ post, and then planned to just have the house go dark and get.....sleep. (*Feels my face burn amidst perceiving a care...caress to my backside again*) (O_O). *Nods after perceiving the caress, noting the timing and the correlation to what I am about to write*.
As I rested in the darkness, a feverish, passionate, excited, exhilarated, happy, and ***hungry***....being with a heart on fire with feverish passion, excitement, ecstasy, lust (*O_O*), and hope.......landed an energetically *******LOADED******* empathic kiss to my lips (!!!!!!!) that ***STUNNED*** me...... .
Yea, and guess what happened next.....???
*Shakes my head in shock, and pauses for a moment*.
Probably (*facepalms*)....the largest and deepest....IRL energy event I have ***EVER*** perceived. So the being, who seemed to have a wild and hyperdimensional heart.....with no link to Homo Sapiens...nor Homo Sapiens' flawed approximation at (true (and thus hyperdimensional)) femininity....kept kissing me, and kissing me, and kissing me, and kissing me (*feels my face burn red*). In an event that has no precedent within my recall (and only sporadic hints during the late 90's and early 2000s)...., te / a "matrix" that conprised and comprises this realm ***SHATTERED***. Something happened to thw underlying foundation of this realm........ . And almost as if some kind of gate had been opened, and amidst perceiving the continuing and ecstatic kisses of the being, I sensed ancient energy..... . Energy so vast....I...I I......struggle to even describe it. Energy related to a massive winged creature......with an undeniable cosmic link. A hyperdimensional creature. Yea, and just like that this entire realm and it's very existence was covered and pulsing with ***ENERGY***........... .
It was like some sort of seal.....had been opened.
This world was ***COLORED***. Me? I was laughing because the kiss was *fun*, and very *comfortable*. I mean, she was so wild, so excited, and it was like she felt free. She squirmingly hugged me, and kept kissed me.... . Yea, ***FIRE*** had awoken in her.... .
I felt it? I felt the very land, the very air...to this place transforming. I ***KNEW*** that the moment of witnessing subanime, was, for however long, about to come to a close..... .
Even with those passionate kisses causing me to almost faint, and causing me to *prepare* to inevitably faint...due to the pleasure.....(*blushes and gazes down*) I experienced, my mind had already formed a framework for what was taking place; yes, a framework to describe and explain how the event perceived in that moment was....***EXACTLY*** the kind of event I had gone to Japan to try to bring about........although the event was already ***FAR*** ***FAR*** beyond any expectations I had had...in regard to ***ENERGY***!!!!!
Yea. I tasted it? Tasted the environment of the deep cosmos....shifting, and I perceived deep space....as colors, maybe even a deep blue darkness, that was far......far....far beyond subanime. It *was* where every star in the night sky...., shifted to another color, a brighter color...., an energized color.... . My heart raced? Raced as I realized it was coming. A ***STABILIZED*** transfiguration for this entire realm. It was like could do a surge event....and not have to "hold back" (*gasps*)..... / go through the usual black expanse event and emergency shutdown pattern.
So what happened.....?
That is the question a reader might ask. They may ask...why, then, is this place (*winces*) back to ***THIS***. (*Gulps*).
This is what happened..... . I found myself eventually waking up..., and reeling. People were present? Maybe...a...pair of beings? A being was watching over *me*.....(a being who wore (!!!) what seriously looked like a belted starship uniform / starship uniform dress / starship uniform....that had white sleeves and sides)...., and seemingly ***another*** ***being***..... . Another being who, very petite, seemingly *VERY* NERVOUSLY AND VULNERABLY, ***SAT*** ***BESIDE*** ***ME***....... .
And oh.....wow....., *THE* *NERVOUS* ***BEING*** ***WAS*** ***SO*** ***CUTE*** ~~~ !!!!! Just so adorable ~~~ (*shakes my head in sheer shock*). True to form / standards in the purest of ways, she is not referenced nor pictured in *any* 'anime' nor 'video' 'game'.....I have ever witnessed..... . (*Pauses solemnly*). The innocent little being had been dressed in a cute, and adorable seeming starship uniform attire...... . Her....hair.....w...well, it seemed like ***FUR*** in a lot of ways....., very puffy looking, and had a look akin to a wolfy mane....with prongs all the way down (very long hair). Maybe little jewels, that dangled like earrings (???)..., were affixed to some of the prongs of her hair..... / fur that seemed like a snowy whitish to somewhat grayish color.
The location seemed to be silvery and futuristic sort of vessel (!!??!!!!?!!!!?!), a vessel and / or transport that had seats / rows of seats and maybe even some benches.
The issue that arose (*winces*) (*groans as feels a fiery crackling sensation to my left foot*)........, and (*groans in shame and embarrassment*) may have lead to this place being "back" (alnost...certainly...I would even say....), was that.../ how...as she sat (???) beside / near me......, I, in a (*blinks and reels back in shock*) traumatized manner...., shot up from my seat and (*winces*) went to a defensive position against a wall of the transport. In the process of doing that, a. cascade drop (!!!) (*cringes*) event took place......, and that (*winces*) a....as I saw what seemed like a look of limitless ***ANGUISH***......came into the eyes of the delicate little being...... . (*Shakes my head solemnly*).
Within moments...I noted a subanime Caucasian male, a scruffy one.....too, grafted at my perception of myself. In an event that was like....plummeting.......in an existential manner, it was like the whole scene just collapsed...., and I woke up "here"...again in this mountain house. Me? My soul, my energy, was ready to keep surging.......and keep the starship / starship transport environment in place.... . But that "emergency lockdown" effect (*shakes my head and groans*) was back......... .
W...w....was that little wolfy-like and utterly innocent looking being Fenris.....S...Star.....???
*Recalls that look of sheer anguish, and agony....(*winces*) consummate to it*.
*Wipes a tear going down my right cheek%.
I need to think a while? I guess that is it for now. I....I reported the event. (*Feels some nausea*).
(*Collapses back into the recliner in sheer shock*).