Jag Yggdrasil (jagyggdrasil) wrote,
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Accepting Reality / Accepting The Reality Of Sailor Moon / セーラームーンの水晶

Weary but inspired (by my gemstone training results), I recently chose to see more of the Sailor Stars broadcasts....... . I saw Serena / Usagi eat (*goes red*)......., I saw how Serena / Usagi lived....(*gulps*)..... . I actually had *flashbacks*........., as I perceived:



Ohhh......(*facepalms*). Yea...... . Yea, I realize now, that I am, and have been, *GRAVELY* backlogged.....(*feels my fingernails glow in shock*).........; I realize, that the reason Parallax Ultranova's stages have taken so long, is (*feels my throat tighten*).......because I struggled to accept my identity.............and *the* *way* *that* *I* *function* (as such). The reason why I didn't phase on.....as I witnessed '2004', and the reason that Parallax Ultranova stayed dormant (upon it's tsunami touchdown landing), was because of my *deep* confusion, my *deep* amnesia; I was so confused, that even as I noted 'Western' 'Carolina' 'University', I didn't go to *nearby* gemstone mines (*feels my fingernails glowing in shock*).......to find / grab the gemstones that my life *depended* on......(*feels my toenails, glowing in shock*). While I *did* train......mentally / athletically / spiritually, I *didn't* *know* that I experienced a "dependency upon key item(s)" type of scenario..............(*rubs my brow in shame*). I actually *DROVE* *PAST* gemstone mines...........(*goes still with shock*), on my way to train in the deep wilderness............ . Well.........in doing what I did......., though, I found *the* *truth*; I found that the Sailor Moon *I* am related to, is from an all-female universe........(*feels my fingernails, glowing wiith hope*). I *made* *my* *own* *path*............, whereby *I* defined who (*gulps*) Sailor Moon is......., not 'popular' 'opinion'........, not 'fanfiction' (*recalls at 'Naoko' 'Takeuchi' 'inferences'*). Hmmmmm........... . I'm confused, tired, hungry, weary....., but all the same......I feel invigorated; before, it was because of my life purpose to protect others.........that I tried to embrace being Sailor Moon......... . Now, though, while the prior remains unchanged, I hunger, thirst, to see what I ~~~~ can do, the *real* me............... . I want to see how far I can go as Sailor Moon / Usagi Tsukino........... . How far can I go............? How far could I go? (*Feels my fingernails glowing with the emotion of intrigue*). What could I do for the world, the universe, the multiverse?





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