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Sailor Cosmos????? Who is Sailor Cosmos???...... / My Memory Is Returning?!!!? / Oh Jeez...It's Real

I noted 'a' 'worst' 'case' 'scenario'..........today............... . I had *flashbacks* (!!!!), and *intense* memory / amnesia recovery symptoms..............., whilst noting 'the' 'public' 'eye'........... . *My* *own* (!!!!!!!) media........., seemed to *trigger* the event....... .





I was going to a restaurant (!!!)...........when the event took place........ . Before the flashbacks.......(!!!!), I felt *eerie* and *dense*..............*nebulous* black waves.......sourcing from my person (as I also had a smoky quartz gemstone..........over my heart). That's when it happened; I saw the *source* (!!!!!!) visual from which the above illustrations........derive............. . Rising from a huge......bed (!!!!)........, dressed in a white....(!!!!) attire....(*goes red, and then purple*)........, and with..........hair....that shifted from whitish yellow to (!!!!!) light purple, ....(*gulps in shock*) (*feels my fingernails glowing in shock*)......., (!!!!)...........the me....from / in / of..........the vision / flashback.......rose (!!!!!!) (tentatively) to shaky....legs...(*gulps*)...(*goes blue*)............ . Oh gosh..........., how my head hurt.........from that moment on.................. . A fever......, too, seemed to suddenly come upon me. Fact is, I even struggled to eat...........and keep.....my food down......(*goes green*) (*feels my fingernails glow with worry*). I was literally *lurching*, *stumbling*, by the time that I made it back to my sanctuary zone......... . I held my pulsing, my throbbing........, my aching............, head.......... . The visuals kept coming?????? Visuals from my past....., visuals involving (???!!!?).....the name, the concept of, ......."Sailor Cosmos" (!!!!!!!!!!). I fell to bed......, in abject need..........for some *relief* for my literal.....pain........... . It.......it felt like my *memory* was returning to me......; the images, the (all-female) world, the *lifestyle*........., which I saw...., *shook* me, overwhelmed........me.............. .

I woke........some time later.........., but I soon received unexpected and direct proof of my prior experience. I decided to witness 'the' 'Sailor' 'Moon' 'R' 'film', but I recoiled in disgust as I noted 'the' '15' 'min' 'mark'........, and had to close the video player. I was *shocked*..............to notice (amidst having some recovered memories)......'such' 'dissonance'....'at' the *PERSONAL* *EXPERIENCES* which are my..........(!!!) *MEMORIES*!!!! I can't even use 'anime'....., 'manga', as a *reference*! For me, actually, that feels like a *good* thing ^_^. Yea, when I witness 'SM' 'manga' '/' 'anime', it's like witnessing 'horribly' ('*HORRIBLY*') 'bad' '/' 'grotesque' '/' 'moot' 'fanfiction'......, and I have even been informed that even *my* (!!!!) illustrations are proof of what I am saying..............(and I give thanks).

I realize, it's a new age now, and so long as I'm not on 'any' '2014' 'Sailor' 'Moon' 'production' 'team', I can *GUARANTEE* .........I'll note 'another' '*HOPELESS*' (no 'offense' intended).........('ostentacious').........'hypotrophic' 'backside' (*goes green*) 'spam'...............'debacle' ('the' 'same' 'old' 'same' 'old'). Lately, I'm wishing that I could go live a monastic lifestyle in the Himalayas............... . However, since I currently note 'such' 'a' 'bad' '/' 'virulent' 'infestation'............, I *yet* *again* see that phasing to another plane / Parallax Ultranova...........are my only options. Yea, because of *yesterday's* event, I unexpectedly discern that I witness......'chick' 'fight'......'style'........'conditions' 'imposed'...........(!!!!!), and, as such, I can just *let* *go* *of*..........any ideas of a Tokyo lifestyle in this current.............plane.............. . I can just *let* *go*.......of *all* the ideas that I used to hold.........; yes, ideas which optimistically considered *ANY* notion of me living a civilized, social, and progressive lifestyle on this plane (in the current conditions that are present).......... . I noted / still note 'an' 'imposed'..........'*HOPELESS*' 'situation'..........., and Parallax Ultranova / phasing always stood for hope........, and gave testament to a *REASON* to hope..........(*gives thanks to the people who made Parallax Ultranova / phasing possible*). I give thanks to the beings who have made my ongoing recovery possible.....(*feels my fingernails glowing in hope*).

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"A glass ceiling is a political term used to describe "the unseen, yet unbreakable barrier that keeps minorities and women from rising to the upper rungs of the corporate ladder, regardless of their qualifications or achievements."[1]

Initially, and sometimes still today, the metaphor was applied by feminists in reference to barriers in the careers of high achieving women.[2] In the US the concept is sometimes extended to refer to obstacles hindering the advancement of minority men, as well as women."

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Glass_ceiling

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