Jag Yggdrasil (jagyggdrasil) wrote,
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A Taste Of Freedom / The Real Jag Yggdrasil (!!!!!)




Yesterday......., Super VII gemstones resulted in *major* events for me......... . From generating an observable rainbow halo about my person (which had an *intense*........heat, pressure, and thickness), to even causing accelerated earthquake activity............., the *world* responded to me yesterday.......... . I spasmed through the day...., as intense concentrations of magic..........crackled within my body........(*blushes*)....... . Gold, orange, blue, violet, green, red, black, white.........., spectral flashes of color.........pulsed within me........ . In embarrassment, and shame........, I yearned....to reach boosted levels of functioning....(*gulps*). Tying my arms down......., as my body flailed.....with surges of elemental magic......., something like sleep...........came to me.....after midnight. Then it happened.......(*gulps*)....... . I suddenly perceived a world......that reminded me of Thundera. Via remote viewing / my star-like form......., I perceived a standing individual ( '5'7' '-' '6'2')......who had black hair..........and resembled my illustrations.....(!!!!).. . I noticed white ninja / captain pants (*smiles, with hope*) (*feels my fingernails....glowing with hope*).....worn by the individual......., and I was startled......as I saw them. They had a vulnerable....feel....about them (*chin dips...., too, feeling my face go purple*). They also.....reminded me of Tifa........somewhat. They were seemingly within a ancient castle / tower like structure............., and standing in front of a balcony......... . As I saw them, I wondered........who they were............ . I felt myself.........seemingly *sucked* closer......to the individual, and then *gasped* in shock........as I found myself panting, standing on the balcony I had just perceived, and (!!!!) feeling the sensation of my (!!????!!) (*feels my fingernails glow in shock*).......black hair........streaming....(*gulps*) down my back.....! It felt like I had *skin* that could *breathe*, hair that could *feel* (no 'less' than my finger tips), and *skin* that could "see" the wind / air pressure currents........(as well as magic currents / ambient magic)........... . I felt..........like I was "myself" (*blushes*). It felt like I had the sensory / physiological capacities.....to *DO* *MY* *MISSION*..........., to protect and defend the innocent. It was startling.........(*gulps*)....., but it felt "right" for me.........perceiving myself.......as *me*...... . I'm questioning my whole remembered life right now............because of that moment......... . Hmmmmmm. Oh........, after landing to....my other body......(which houses this entire realm....right now)...., I stumbled back......, dizzy and disoriented....by the height of the location which I perceived........ . There was a body of water......body me....., and a *massive* forest..........bordering that...... . I gazed for a while..., but dizziness......came over me eventually........ . I collapsed........(*goes blue*) (*feels my fingernails glowing*) where I stood....... . After all of that, somehow.....I woke up........here..........again....... . Me??? I want to be where I was....., *as* I was......, again......and as soon as possible. I want to be *done* with this realm / world.......(and my current misery within it), and I want to be the Jag Yggdrasil......who I was.......earlier today. That me, was the embodiment of all my writings, music, illustrations, training, hopes, dreams, prayers, desires, efforts, needs, goals, pain, agony, feelings, love, emotions, thoughts, and *all* of my attempts to be sane / a decent person / a non-repulsive person / a productive person / a defender of the innocent / a caretaker of the innocent.............amidst witnessing '28' 'hellish' 'years'............... . I give thanks to the divine beings who have made my progress possible............ . I'm going to try to wait for the next event.......from here.
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