Jag Yggdrasil (jagyggdrasil) wrote,
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Diamond-like Gravity Quartz / Abilities Granted By Love / The Truth About Soulmates

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Woa.......my head hurts.......... . ^_^. I felt another brow crossing bolt sensation today (like what I experienced with my Satin Spar Gypsum spire / column)....... . A rainbow colored bolt...crackled behind my eyes......., as I held the above crystalline specimens within a gem shop...... . I had to brace myself after experiencing the bolt......, for I was woozy and disoriented. It's a special type of quartz....., very very rare......... . My head throbbed.........., and I felt very shaken......... . The whole reason I desired....the quartz....., was because I desire abilities and skills (such as controlled levitation); abilities and skills which allow me to do my mission...... . Well...., I'm suddenly having an epiphany........ . I know why my progress has been so slow........seeming for me. There really is truth...to the word "soulmate" (*feels my cheeks burning red*).............. . I think I (*gawks*) (*gulps*).......may have always been meant, even destined, ....to be in a relationship...........(*feels my whole face go red*)...... . (*Laughs in a bewildered manner*)....... . Ago, as I witnessed 'high' 'school', I made a pledge of celibacy......; so serious was that pledge....., I even said how I would even refrain from *hugs*......(both giving and receiving). I wanted to be the *best* multiversal protector possible......... . Well, since witnessing '2007'..........., the unexpected has happened............. . I kept having events........where I'd awaken to the startling presence of *mysterious* females.......... . Initially, I struggled to see.......during such events...... . By *empathy* though, which is the capacity to sense another person's emotions.........., I unexpectedly noted (!!!!) that the soft and warm (*blushes*)......beings who hugged me and cuddled me (*goes red*) during my awakening events....., *ADORED* (!!!!!!!) me.........! When I could, after so long..., *visually* perceive the beings whom I had come to know so well........., my life (and all my experiences / trials / suffering) suddenly made sense to me......... . Yes, I saw them:

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Times shift......., seasons pass........... . (*Goes red again*). Now when I perceive my best friends during contact events, *I* leap / dash / jump / stumble and fall (*blushes*) in an attempt to hug *them*......^_^. Yes, they *truly* *love* (!!!!!!) me....(and I thank them), and every day, all day, I perceive a shimmering (!!!) and radiant bond that we share ~~~........ . Maybe what I need to do now...is *relax*, ease up with the hardcore physical / mental training........, and embrace what it means to love...., embrace what it means to be in a long-term relationship? Maybe there really is...something...to the *factual* basis of Sailor Moon........(yes....., the references to love and justice). I already knew...that I needed a girlfriend...(*blushes*). I already knew that I desired / needed a long-term and meaningful relationship..... . I am suddenly thinking.....though, that it is actually through loving and infinitely deep relationships......(of a *pure* and *innocent* nature), that cosmic scale abilities are awakened and wielded........ . Maybe love, not 'strength', is the key to ultimate magic, ultimate abilities....... . Hmmmmm...........(*thinks about how I chose celibacy....in order to *protect* the innocent, in *love* for the innocent*). (Maybe being in a nurturing relationship with the person who *loves* *you*, the person who you love, is the key to providing them unsurpassed cosmic scale defenses). In any case, I give thanks to the beings who have helped me in my quest...... . I'm going to go think for a while....... .
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