Jag Yggdrasil (jagyggdrasil) wrote,
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The Ultimate Female / I Have The Ginzuishou / Gender Based Transformation

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For as long as I can remember........, I've searched for an ultimate female ~~~....... . A good woman, a good girl, who is faithful........., honest, and true..... . I've searched for a *brave* girl....., whose shining heart, shining soul........., can defend *all* worlds.........., defend *all* people........ . I've (*feels a tear rolling down my cheek*) searched for an innocent and wonderful female......, whose sacred loving heart, sacred....and tender feelings....., bring forth an indomitable and radiant..........light unto the world....... . I have searched for her..., waited for her, prayed for her............, and trained my utmost....in an attempt to be her defender, a knight...totally devoted to her care and safety.......... . It's quite obvious what happened right........? I *literally* witnessed 'hookers'......, 'crack' 'whores', 'upper' 'middle' 'class'......'sluts'..., 'and' 'ghetto' 'badass' 'brawlers'......; 'all' 'of' 'which' 'were' 'scumbags'......'united' 'in' 'their' 'vanity'......, 'their' 'heartlessness'........, 'their' 'egocentricity'. Me? I took a vow of celibacy......... . Even though I am attracted to females..., yes, my intentions to find the / an ultimate female....were totally focused on the wellbeing of the world, the multiverse, all people. I dedicated and sacrificed my life.......to the cause of identifying, finding, and protecting..........the / an ultimate female who could save *all* *worlds*.... . Well..., I'm tired now......(*feels my throat tighten*). I'm tired, and I've come to a realization.......... . I, totally uncertain if I shall ever find success, will try to be an (!!!!!) / the ultimate female myself........ . Yes, a being, that by definition (pre..."Big Bang" definition)......., wields the raw elements found within nature.......... . I *HAVE* to try to do it........ . I have to try to be the ultimate female who......wields crystals and gemstones......*not* 'as' 'empowerment' '/' 'ego' 'reinforcement'..'props' 'and' 'status' 'quo' 'symbols'......., but as a *means* to *perform* *a* *sacrificial* *duty* that benefits *the* *innocent*.........., *the* *meek*....., *the* *powerless*........ . I don't want 'slaves', 'underlings', 'toadies', 'an' 'empowering' 'fortune', 'an' 'empowering' 'token' 'boyfriend' '/' 'meat' 'ATM' '/' 'meal' 'ticket'.........(for the record, I'm only attracted to *FEMALES* (yea..., I *DREAD* 'Mamoru' 'Chiba' (*goes green with dread*)))....., and I guess that is why the universes / universes of the multiverse (??????) have chosen......me..........(*sighs in uncertainty*). That said, I'm going to put the name "Jag" into my proverbial "past cases" file..........; it was a name wielded in confusion.........., and as my confusion has come to a rest, so should the name........... .

The above is a response to a recent event, whereby a *literal* transformation happened......... . My skin, *this* skin...

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......, was perceived as (!!!) "white"..... . My body pulsed with chronal waves / electromagnetic waves.........; my concentration struggled though, and (thus) I noted 'an' 'Aryan' 'woman's' 'hand' (!!!!) as I reached my arm forward....... . I witnessed 'an' 'Aryan' 'woman' 'who' 'had' 'cold' 'cold' 'eyes'..........as I gazed upon myself.......... . However, upon yet another slip....., I noted 'an' 'Aryan' 'man'.........as I gazed upon myself......... . After another slip...., I was back to noting 'a' 'Negro'........albeit noting (still to this day even) blonde hair (!!!!!!) strands still present upon my head.........!!!! I'm going to commit myself to (*blushes red*).......trying to be (!!!!) female......, a beyond 'anime'........female.......

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......, and it's because of what I can / could *do* for the world / worlds with such bodily / spiritual / emotional / mental traits....... . Yea.., I'm going to try to do it......, *even* *if* I must suffer through noting 'an' 'Aryan' 'woman's' 'body'.........for a couple days (!!!!!) (*turns blue and clenches teeth.......in fright*)......., a (*gulps*) couple of lunar cycles......, etc.

I give thanks to the individuals who have made my journey possible ~~ ^_^. I will try to be no 'less' than worthy of your care, time, support, and merciful attention.





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