Jag Yggdrasil (jagyggdrasil) wrote,
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Yearly Evaluation Time

Yesterday, I went to get some Topaz........ . I did so....with Sailor Venus on my mind (*blush*)...... . Feeling the warmth, feeling the radiant cosmic energy streaming from my prayer altar....



...., sent me into a deep deep sleep... . Upon waking (after remote viewing Sonic's realm (yet again) for a while)....., I did some introspective thinking. I *tried* to do a realistic self assessment.....not tainted by dangerous and deluded egotism...... . I evaluated my yearly performance.





The results are in..... . (*Cues that awesome music*).



I can live with myself ^_^. Bodybuilding training regimens, gemstone mining regimens, holistic culinary healing regimens, illustration training regimens, guitar training regimens, and applied herbology.....have all taken me to another level... . The assuring thing for me is this...: I am *certain* that I am just getting warmed up (!!!!!!!)...... . My efforts this year....have resulted in me perceiving a shocking array of possibilities that may, with proper training and resources, be casually available to me in the future.

What am I saying??? I am saying that I think I can taste victory on the horizon...(*blushes*).

For example, what happens when I see an actual beautiful woman....*HERE*....with my own eyes???? What if I see an actual beautiful woman.....hovering before me in this place in a couple days??? Let's be real....right? What if I, *HERE*, saw a beyond anime woman who (*goes red*) (as such) has a *gorgeous* and *full*......behind....(*cackles ^_^*!!!!!!)...... . A *beautiful* behind *^_^*!!!! Seriously..... . What kind of *explosive* energy surge would overtake me???? My abilities, which are by default dependent upon my feelings, would literally *INSTANTLY* explode into action.... . This planet, this galaxy, would be shaken and transformed...... . Yea. And that is just considering the *looks* aspect...... . How would I respond to her startling and actual cognizance, her startling and actual *sentience*???? How would I respond to her ability to actually feel *love*....(delicious and *soooo* rare), *actual* *and* *cognizant* *love*........., actual and cognizant love for *somebody*..........*ANYBODY*!!!!!!?

What about this? What if I were to suddenly wake up soon, and find that I do not witness 'any' 'people'? What if that was so, and yet all of the store shelves remained full (and regularly rotated)? What if, upon the aforementioned event, I relocated to Lake Chuzenji in Japan......? What if I had...*all* of my current gemstones and my recording studio equipment.....relocated to Japan, and even had....some more vitally needed resources.....?



..... . (Yea. I would still aim to make music videos. Of course I would. I love rock music, adventures, amazing discoveries, and good times). What if I was free.....*HERE*.........?

Yes...... . I am just getting warmed up..... . I just need a chance.... . I pray for that chance, but I do it.....for the sake of the people who I want to be there for. I really want to protect people....., help people, cook snacks for people ^_^, and spread cheer and joy.... . I just have to reach the actual and real world...... . The actual and real world which has actual, real, humane, sane, sentient, cognizant, good, and loving people...... .
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