I'm done. I am tired at lame animes, and bland, creepy, and unstimulating pseudocultures shoved at my throat (*recalls at Mormons, Christians, Atheists, SJW's, NC thugs, RP junkies, etc*).
I am tired at all the pretending, the pretenses at civility, and cultural development. Yea. This feeling can not be sated by mankind. I do not want money, nor the shenanigans of El Finko. This feeling? It isn't depression....., no. It's situational awareness. I am not projecting my values like I used to. Yea. I was just prolonging my suffering by looking for any signs of humanity from mankind. I was just prolonging my suffering by looking for any signs of sentience and true love from mankind. I was just prolonging my suffering by looking for any and all traces of fun and adventure from mankind. (*Feels so embarrassed*).
I wanna be where there are fun people I can play with...... .
Here is a bit of reading in the meanwhile.