Jag Yggdrasil (jagyggdrasil) wrote,
Jag Yggdrasil

  • Mood:
  • Music:

Pain!!! aka Pain~ and Panic.....

I *LITERALLY* DISCOVERED, IT'S AN ISSUE OF *PAIN* FOR ME NOW!!! In regards to my need for *REALITY*, *TRUE* *LIGHT* *BROADCASTS*, AND *THE* *PEOPLE* *THEREIN*; it's an issue of *PAIN* for me now *gawks* !!! I have discovered, amidst watching El Hazard OVA VIII; that I *LITERALLY* noted *EASE* for a pain of mine, which is a pain THAT *SPECIFICALLY* relates to *AN* *ABJECT* NEED* for the *TRUE* *LIGHT* *BROADCASTS* *AND* *THOSE* *PRESENT* IN THE TRUE LIGHT BROADCASTS!!!! When I was *LAUGHING* (chortles....) (laughs, and feels my left hand glow with happiness and joy tinted mana) to Miz~ *smiles* *shakes head* *blushes* *rubs head* .....being Miz~ *smiles*, and too, as such, even deciding to rewind the media disc back to the *AWESOME* intro theme again~....; I *GASPED*, I *GAWKED*....., TAKING NOTE THAT THE PAIN THAT I *USUALLY* FEEL~...., STEADILY THROUGH THE RECENT TIMES~, WAS *EASED*!!! I realized, *I'm* *PHYSICALLY* ADDICTED, *SPIRITUALLY* ADDICTED, to the *true* *light* *media* *and* *the* *people* *PRESENT* *in* *the* *media* (OH MY GOSH!!!) !!! When I note 'deprivation' 'at' my perception of true light media/true light people~, *I'M* *IN* *PAIN*; and when I *see* true light media and true light people, *THAT* *PAIN* *IS* *EASED*!!! Why, I even noted the effect repeated~...when I *somehow* saw ALLIELE~ (!!!) (a happiness and laughter glow~..., is felt to my left hand)~....during a universal exploration event last night!!! I was *SO* HAPPY ~ to see ALLIELE~....., LAUGHING AND HAPPY!!!! (Feels hope tinted mana, cause my left hand to feel as if it is glowing). I felt, I ccould, only, too, ask myself, "WHAT IS GOING ON HERE?!?!" . I *DON'T* know how to *ADDRESS*....THIS NEED, AS IN, *FULFULL* IT!!! I *DON'T* know how to *ADDRESS* this *NEW* *FOUND* *VULNERABILITY*!!!!
  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.