I may have to make available the very resources that furthered my own awakening.....(*winces*).
"Historically, gold has been used to treat unstable mental and emotional states, such as depression, S.A.D. (Seasonal Affective Disorder), melancholy, sorrow, fear, despair, anguish, frustration, and suicidal tendencies. Furthermore, in the study "Effect of Colloidal Metallic Gold on Cognitive Functions: A Pilot Study" published in the Journal of Frontier Sciences subjects scored a whopping average increase of 24 points on standardized IQ tests after being given colloidal gold daily for four months."
While I certainly do not have the information necessary to reveal my house / address, and while I can not risk any 'cohabitation' in regard to my safe and comfortable training sanctuary, I could use Amazon's privacy guarding wishlist donation option to provide miracle medicine recipes and formulas. Yea, including the miracle formulas that made last year's h*rricanes possible. Indeed, the miracle formulas that helped me move past my ***OWN*** prior traumatization based....mental impairments. (*Recalls how slow my brain used to work........*).
Yea, and a N*ntendo Sw*tch too.
So far, I have not heard any word from F*nrisSt*r.
I'll reinstall Skype I guess (jag yggdrasil at gmail dot com) and just passively wait.....whilst living my daily lifestyle of training and g*m mining (*shakes my head and shrugs*).
(*Thinks back to the era-defining Starry Maiden event from last year*). (*Thinks about an upcoming chance to witness a 201X Pokemon game via the Sw*tch*).
I still can not regret my actions last year. The same fiery instinct of self preservation, the same fiery instinct to protect myself...displayed last year....was how I defied at and fled from a 'drug' 'dealer' 'fake' 'payrent'........XVI years ago. Me? I have always had to try to protect myself so I could ***SURVIVE*** to reach any others who need protection and assistance. XVI years ago I had to refuse to deal drugs for Joe, detect at the danger and traps of 'fake' 'family', and just say no. I said no at dealing drugs, I said no at the 'f*****' 'up' 'fake' 'family' 'setups', and I went on to attend university in the very mountains I inhabit now. I can not regret screening like I did last year. Every aspect of my life does and has involved screening. Yea, and **tty and **sh were traps........., dangerous, demonic, deadly, and parasitic traps.
(Found at the article last week, and while I do not agree with the hateful 'tone', I still note a crass 'mirroring' at the exact point I am trying to convey).
Screening is a lifestyle that supports your goals, and manifests in regard to your living environment.
Even to this day I do not allow phone calls, visits, nor contact from that evil and bitter fake 'family' of the 1990s, and as a result I noted Joe rot in jail whilst yet I can currently call this celestial energy laden sanctuary home.
But the past is the past. and I am willing to move forward.
Whatever the truth is, and whatever reality has in store, I will never quit believing there is hope.
I will keep walking forward, keep searching, and stay on this path......that seems like the path of an "infiniversal detective".......... .