What was that....??? Where was that.....???
(*Notices the rain, rain which has not let up over here for an entire day and night......*).
Initially...I woke to some other location...., a location that seemed "different".... . There were chairs gathered around, in a very large room that had an eerie architectural design..... .
I think I was trying to get back to the mountain sanctuary...., so what seemed like a window popped up in my field of vision. Zooming on the region, the Southeast......., I was *DUMBFOUNDED*!!!! I saw a setting that possibly featured soft pink sky, and beyond anime....pink...and then blue...spires, crystals, rose from the ground.
Some location was covered by what seemed like an energy canvas..that was multiple stories in height.
Did I figure I was stuck? Because the viewing window soon closed.
Deciding to try to make the best of the moment, I walked to a portion of the area that seemed like a massive observation deck. Actually, the whole room seemed like some sort of a circular shaped towrr superstructure that had a full and unobstructed view of the sky.....(as if no walls were necessary in that room....to keep the structure from collapsing).
As I approached the edge / ledge of the room, I recoiled (!!!!) and gasped.........(*gulps*) as I saw a view that I struggled to explain.... . Directly front of me was what seemed to be a "living" cloud......, a colored cloud that emanated a dense form of energy that startled me....., but gazing down.....(!!!) I saw what seemed like living waters.....maybe deep blue in some areas, maybe light blue in other areas, maybe neon blue in other other areas. (*Gulps*). The structure *HAD* to be more than two or three miles....in it's height. (*Tries to remember airplane viees from a couple miles ago*). Maybe it was more than five miles in height..... . But the land below was ***NOT*** subanime. Some kind of sacred energy that overwhelmed my senses...came from the blue...below (*feels me tummy area quivering in a startled manner*)....... .
I actually backed away from the ledge, utterly pale........from the scale of the energy of the environment. I felt, in my bodily state, kinda small and little...... . And...I liked it (*feels my fingernails glowing with hope*).
Did I go back for a moment to gaze at what may have been like islands of sand, or maybe even literal "island" size amounts of Diamonds.....and other precious g*mstones....????
That was when I heard a commotion (!!!!!!)......... .
Yes, and I sensed an energy that felt like the weight of destiny..upon the area (*felt my stomach sink*). Woa! As I turned around, I noted a group of beyond anime beings who did not have a link to any anime or game I have ever witnessed..... . Yea, but the tone of the event...was *totally* shifted from any event experienced before..... . An event that was serious, palpably serious, was going on.......as an individual.....who appeared to be bound...(!!??!?!) to some sort of platform.....was brought into the area.
[When I titled / wrote the intro of this post, my memory was blurry..... . But ***NOW***...I remember more....(*winces*)].
I watched events unfold...... . A petite..and beyond anime individual w I had *seen* before, but struggled remember in a chronological sense, was struggling. The petite and feminine looking being who had honey-toned hair was not speaking..... . I got confused......because I noticed the beings surrounding the bound individual did not mean any harm, and actually had pure and noble hearts. That was when what was probably...the most energized halo of energy.....I have ever sensed or saw, a halo of yellowish-orange energy, formed behind the petite little figure...who was in an upright sitting position.
Oh wow... . All that *energy*...... . (*Shakes my head*). It was like sensing a focus point of ***ALL*** the energy, the time, the gravity, the space.....in existence....... . Maybe VI individuals or so were gathered around the little being (and possibly supporting and or energizing the platform the little being was on....), but a spiky haired figure (!!!!) to the forefront (*gulps*) of the group....held some type of luminous golden object..... . Was it shaped like a key.....??? (*Feels my nails flash in shock*). (*Notices pouring rain as I type*). The energy emitted from the object the spiky haired figure held......was ***MIND-BLOWING***!!!!! (*Feels my stomach sink*). Whoa...., what was about to happen to timez to space, to history......, regarding that petite and girlish figure....who struggled, snd possibly even growled.....????
That was when I did it (!!!!). Unexpected to even me, I wailed, *cried*, ***BEGGED*** for the life of that person. Not even actively remembering who that person was, or what the person could have possibly done, I ***BEGGED***, ***PLEADED***.......for her life. I was in tears (*blinks*)...., and "showing my true colors".... .
I sensed mercy in the heart of the spiky haired individual (!!!) who directly responded to my pleas....., and as a result...the figure relaxed their advance...of the pointed object.....toward the petite and bound individual.
What happened next............??
It seems like the (!?!) bound figure was released, and that the figures that were about to administer...*whatever* was about to go down moments before.......withdrew to the periphery (!!!) to observe. I was sitting in a cathedral seat, and beings who seemed to be very child-like were sitting near me. For some reason, I seemingly noted disfiguring subanime grafted at cathedral from moments before.
I...I don't know, but as I was groggy...., seems I may have noted a "present" (*felt my stomach sink*) handed to me (but I do not know for sure right now)....from an individual that handed the some objects at my palm, and then went somewhere (????)....momentarily. (*Gulps*).
Perhaps I nodded then..., dozed for a while, but when I woke......, I, somewhat panicked, asked how and why...I noted the seemingly flat objects in my hand......in a cathedral of all places???? I stated my pledge....,, and how I have adhered to it. I was confused.
A seated and sage-like feature then said some words, and my attention was directed to a forward area of the room.....(*squints in a focused manner*).
!!!!!!. O_O. H...how??? Why????? (*Felt my stomach sink*). I...I saw at the BG author, seemingly appearing in a hybrid subanime Caucasian and Negro state, casually standing some ways away... . The author seemed 'somewhat' 'cheered' 'up'....., but (*winces*)....something was amiss. The author was clad in a dress blouse jacket, a dress undershirt, and a long and flowy....black patterned dress skirt.
I am not going to lie here..... . I gasped in a vulnerable way (*feels my heart ache*).....
. Was I overwhelmed? What was I feeling....???? I...I..., and I do not know how, sensed and felt emitted heart patterns and emotions that were very soft....and tender...flowing my way as I gazed on. But something was up? I sen...did I sense delirium.....from the subject I observed??? Though somewhat cheered up seeming on the surface, the figure seemed overwhelmed, and deeply deeply deeply.....hurting and confused.... . I do not know if I just noted subanime warp at what I heard next, but the figure with the long and silky hair...did a hair caress in response at my gaze, and immediately, and maybe even excitedly (???) started asking......"who else here...is not a __________" (!!??!?!!?!)...... . I gasped in shock........ .
Seems, quite possibly, that the only reason I am even back here, is because I begged, pleaded (!?!?!?!) on behalf of the individual, the figure, who seemed in every regard....to be Starry Maiden....who I saw and described last month....
..... . Yea. Same hairstyle. Same size.......... . I made the link...as I wrote later portions of this article, so I did not write the ppst title with disingenuousness in mind.
But this time, as I saw her to whatever platform she was on, she seemed to be clad in what may have been fiery red colored armor or attire (???).
(Uh oh. Knocks at the door?).
(*Witnessed 'neighbor'...'acting' 'strange'*).
Seems like so long as she was on that platform, and so long as that halo or....(*shakes my head*) whatever...that was was...formed, this place here.......from which I now type..was locked away. What was about to happen to her.........????? And did I do the right thing? I can't change what I did today, I did it in love....... . Love I cannot change...... . And alas.....here we are...back to dance of suffering...... .
I know I have strained myself.... . I know things have gone on in a limbo-like state here....for years. But what was about to happen to her? I cried for her, begged for her, pleaded for her.......... . Yea it's love.
Well...what now? That is the question..... .
I'm going to lie in shock....in this rain-inundated mountain sanctuary for a while........ .
I'll get some I*idium, G*ld, Pl*tinum, and S*lver solution drank / ingested by sunset....., and then take it from there.
*Suddenly remembers how, before noting the "presents" (???!) referenced handed over, I, whilst groggy and likely having double vision, noted a subanime figure (!?!?!) "dancing".......at the area before me.....*. (*Blinks*). (Did the figure that did the dance, hand over the "presents"?).
*Calmly watches the flood levels approaching river across the street*.